i was sexually harassed. yep. physically harassed. i am irritated and upset. i didnt know what to do. that ungka harassed me three times. at first i thought he didnt meant what he did. then comes the second time. i was mute. i didnt know what exactly should i react. i was confused. distraught. disturbed! and then i made a decision to face him if he tried anything on me. yep. this ungka never learn the word respect women! the third time, i was furious and i confront him. i told him not to bug me anymore. or i'll spill the beans to the management. and so yes i did. i told my bosses. i cudnt help my tears came falling down. i cried hard. i was molested. come on dude! respect women la bodoh! and so...he was being sacked from the company. in your face ungka! bodoh punye orang. this is the price u have to pay. never mess with women. we have dignity. treat women as the way u want your mother and siblings to be treated!
and so im in peace. skang bole keje balik malam! amin!
im in peace
a quickie
safety glass - CHECK!
coverall - CHECK!
sunblock - kat airport baru beli
sliper jepun - CHECK!
kaki itek - CHECK!
snorkeling goggle - CHECK!
cash money - yillek nandrek!
peace peace kacang peace!
this is what i feel after a long mature thinking. one of the hardest decision of life is whether to walk away or try even harder. avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it. it could also mean that you want it but you just know it isn't right. it wont get u anywhere but stuck in space of nothingness and empty promises. so here i am. i am letting you go so that i can conquer my inner-self back to its own pace. i wish that you're really the one.
leteh
bosan bosan bosan. perlu ke keje mcm tadek dunia dah? haih. keje betimbun timbun. ot tu mmg byk la. asek balik malam buto. gilo tadek life. andartu la macam ni. bosan la. procedures. specification. welding. apesal la dpt partner keje yg tak reti buat keje? dah tua bangka pon tak reti2 lagi? aku rase aku dah abes lampi dah. ade jugak org lagi lampi dari aku. perlu ke nk kerut kerut dahi bagai? pang kang naye! sbb workload yg melampau ni la menyebabkan aku da jadi diktator kt opis. kalo aku nak sound. aku sound direct. macam singa dah ni. haih. engineer lelaki pemalas! oi! aku pon nak balik awal jugak. ko bajet aku bujang telajak tadek bf ni seronok sangat la ot smpai malam? oi! aku pon nak ade life jugak! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! sabar sabar. sabar itu separuh dari sabariah!
kroh!
happy trilalalila!
perempuan, wanita dan ...
hye.
first thing first. i wud like to apologize if anyone wud end up getting hurt reading this post. my writing is going to be a bit spicy n sizzling. its up to an individuality on how u r going to interpret my message. get wat i mean? nahhhhhhhh.....................................
perempuan. subjektif. lembut di luar keras di dalam. keras di luar lembut di dalam. semakin meningkat usianya semakin matang lah pemikiran nya. tapi ape jadi kalau makin tua makin tak matang? hello! wakey wakey! mati ke kalau tak berboifren? mati ke kalau tak berlaki? ye mati kalau kau pegi bodo sangat bunuh diri. itu baru mati! dah kalau tak mati mati ko nak wat ape? ko senyum jelah. challo bette!
please! grow up n be matured. jangan nak desperado sebab jantan bole tak? geli tahu! sanggup kau buang kawan sebab jantan? laki tu pon belum tentu nak kat kau. takyah la bangang sgt nk menangis nak merayu nak tepekik nak telolong. huduh rupe tahu! huduh sepang! wheres your sense og dignity? at least tolong la ade pride sket. org laki ni kalo senang sgt dapat. senang la die let go. sbb die tau ko mesti melutut kat kaki die jugak. bagai melukut di tepi gantang. tak malu ke kalau org label kite as gedik? desperate? tak malu? tak malu? pui!
tolong la jadi mahal sikit. aku bukan swoh kau jual mahal. ni dah tahap lelong nak bagi free ni ape kes? nak ke mane mane pon nak kne ade abang sayang. blom tentu la die tu jadi abang kau. meluat la derr..kalau tadek abang sayang kan maen lagi kau punye banyak helah. tapi bile abang sayang ade, dari sakit bole jadi macam usop mak limah lari siap angkat wheelchair. bengot! disgust ok! puke puke!
seryes hipokrit gile perempuan macam ni. sometimes u've got to give yourself some self respect. be content of what you are. appreciate your friends. baru la org nak respect kat kau. How long are u going to beat your head against the wall, getting all excited, getting your hopes up ? everytime and then u need to impress him? you are like a bad joke. get stepped on, u come back for more. get shoved aside, u come back again. What the hell ? wake up! Walk tall, or baby don't walk at all.
it’s just not going to happen.
-fin-
farah safiyya. the long awaited.
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight
To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up



















