the ugly duckling story

-what does my birthday means??
:You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love, You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

-strengths?
:While outwardly witty and humorous, in reality they are rather serious, discreet and discerning.

weaknesses?
:They make misjudgments and are sometimes proud and haughty.

-best job?
:Self-employed.

haha!!

skang aku kt lab..tgh nunggu biodiesel aku ni abes stir..tension sungguh..penantian satu penyeksaan..nak nunggu 2jam dowh...tak balik bilik le aku..ade gak aku balik kul 4..hopefully sempat le zuhur kt bilik..buduh punye eksperimen..seb bek aku pose ganti..kne sabar..huhu..skang ni minyak aku tu da tumpah sket2 dlm water bath..tensyen nye..nk kne bersihkan dah satu hal...haih..sabor sabor..

minggu ni je kne setelkan thesis psm smpai chapter 3 ngn draft plant design..demn!pastu nk kne wat gas analyzer lak..final stage of my psm!!tolon la setel kn sumenye minggu nih..or minggu depan..plisss...mcm setel minggu depan jek..aih..btol la org kate..biodiesel ni leceh..aih!tanpa semangat yg kental cm aku ni..mmg alamatnye hancuss la sume projek..huwaaaaaaaaaaa

hehe..due tiga hari ni aku da gile babeng..kreng kreng..kepala otak aku since tgk baju kebaya kawen ni..asek pk nk kawen jek..uhuhu..tp aku takleh kawen lg..cume semangat tu dah ade..semangat nk naek pelamin..ehehe..aku da beli one baju nih..cantek..maybe pakai utk betunang..or pakai utk kawen kakak aku..baju ni baju indonesia...kerawang2 labuci2..aku bli online..amek size xs..huhu..cantek kan?rase2 nye mane lagi seswai?wat baju dinner konvo?baju betunang?or baju time kawen kakak aku?konpius2..

nexweek dapat le baju kebaya ni..hikhik..sgt excited..dah jadi background laptop ngn henset aku pon..kakak aku nak kawen taon depan..jemputla datang yep...kalo aku betunang taon depan pon jemput gak dtg..hehe..skang ni dah gile tgk pelamin..photog bes2..mekap kawen n baju kawen..OMG!!duet tadek tp berangan bagai..takpe2..bes gak berangan nih..

nnt nak li dpt ptptn 800ingget..elaun li plak dpt 300 ingget jek..mama cakap swoh simpan..baik!!nak simpan duet utk wat betunang..nak beli barang ansur2...skang ni dah ade set pinggan mangkuk arcorox ke arcopal..jgn set pale korok dah le..haha..pastu da ade set periuk belanga vision..huhu..pinggan mangkuk periuk belanga sume dah ade..nak tunggu masak je..tinggal rajin or tak rajin masak je..haha..takpe..laki aku tak matinye kalo kawen ngn aku..ngeh3...nex step nk plan amek kursus kawen..insyaallah hujung taon ni kot..ihiks..!suki des!

doa kan aku n afiq yep kawan2!

salam..lame tak naip blog nih..hehe..dis week im juz so appy..flattered n greatful enuff to ave such a good life..hehe..first thing first..aku appy sebab da dapat tmpt li kt gebeng..to be precise kt port kuantan..btol2 dpn laut..nice but its kinda hot la dat place..turn out dat plant is an australian based company..mnc la plop..i did my interview great..the manager who interviewed me was cool n awesome..at first he’s kinda scary..tanye soalan byk gile..intview lasted for one hour..fuuhh..he can read people..dats wat hr do i guess..he conclude me as wise..sharp..ambitious..takative..jovial..ave a unique personality yet too kind to most of people..guess wat..hes damn muchos rite!!huhu..if i perform well..he’ll take me as official worker at dat plant..huhu..hopefully i will perform..i really hope i am..since dat company was my targeted company..(n i got it)..bcoz its a biodiesel plant..i’m going to improvise myself..to be a better responsible human doing..no more playing enjoying around..its time to be serious..hehe..its kinda scared to think of all the responsible once graduated..scares the shit out of me..huhu..but dats life..we r going to be an adult..grown ups..n getting older..prespare n embrace it dear..there are challenges up ahead..but its life..only crazy mentally disorderd people live in their own dreams..wanting not to bare wit situations..act like a normal person..i am!..i even heard some silly words dat strongly think that i’ll get my practical training tru the back door wit the help of my deray powerful influence dad..guess wat people..U R ALL WRONG!!i did it by myself..i targeted wat kinda industry i wanna fit in..i called them as if im the most lunatic person on earth..calling the manager n listened him scolding me for calling too many times..hey..its me..the immortality of being ambitious n eager is truly me..i work hard for it n iearn it!u all can watch n learn

secondly..my plant design paper presentation is among the highest mark scorer..kno wat..plant design is HELL SUSAH!!it was my fream to present in front of d industrialists..only the most top presenter/grup will have the chance to present their project in fornt of real industrial cum chemcial engineers..one year later..i attend the final pesentation of my seniors..n its only me n misae(i persuaded her n tengs for joining me) who came to watch d seniors presentation..juz wanna get the idea roughly..the seniors were amazed n said dat i was too good to be true to come n watch final year students presentation..but dat was me..i wanna be prepared..armed..n alerted of wat im going to face tru..hhuhu..u guys can consider me as really ambitious person..if i wanna have ONE thing..i’ll go n get it..nobody can stop me..not ur words of sarcasm n bullishness of act..no no..i wont even been shaken by all those thwarts..im STRONG!!

it was the most nicest week of my life to achieve something i can be proud of..huhu..u can say dat im cocky or showing off..i don give a damn care..dis is my life..my fate n destiny is in my own hand..listening to rubbish thing wont give me any good..its me myself who i trust n listened to..tengs for reading though..haha..wish me a very charming luck,,syukur alhamdulillah to Allah swt for giving me all this rezeki..amin

lagu ni skang mendapat pujaan di hatiku..sore sebijik plak cm aku time nyanyi..hehe

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you