the ugly duckling story

im in peace

2012-01-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

i was sexually harassed. yep. physically harassed. i am irritated and upset. i didnt know what to do. that ungka harassed me three times. at first i thought he didnt meant what he did. then comes the second time. i was mute. i didnt know what exactly should i react. i was confused. distraught. disturbed! and then i made a decision to face him if he tried anything on me. yep. this ungka never learn the word respect women! the third time, i was furious and i confront him. i told him not to bug me anymore. or i'll spill the beans to the management. and so yes i did. i told my bosses. i cudnt help my tears came falling down. i cried hard. i was molested. come on dude! respect women la bodoh! and so...he was being sacked from the company. in your face ungka! bodoh punye orang. this is the price u have to pay. never mess with women. we have dignity. treat women as the way u want your mother and siblings to be treated!

and so im in peace. skang bole keje balik malam! amin!

a quickie

2011-05-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

safety boot - CHECK!

safety glass - CHECK!

coverall - CHECK!

sunblock - kat airport baru beli

sliper jepun - CHECK!

kaki itek - CHECK!

snorkeling goggle - CHECK!

cash money - yillek nandrek!

ini lah penangan apabila anda perlu bekerja di negara seberang laut dalam mase 24 jam notis dan kemudian straight nk pegi holiday di negara sendiri tapi tetap seberang laut. GILON!

survival backpackers mode on. lets get lost! lets rock n roll!! see u kuantan in another one week! muahahahah!

peace peace kacang peace!

2011-05-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

the key to success sometimes lies in knowing when to let go. clearly the best option. holding on is always fear driven. these are the times when you should stop and ask yourself if you are in the right place. walking away helps you reflect on what you have learnt. don't desperately cling to something that is no longer working. if you are struggling with something you have absolutely no control over, you will become frustrated and be left feeling like a failure. accepting that there is no more to do will give you a feeling of peace.

this is what i feel after a long mature thinking. one of the hardest decision of life is whether to walk away or try even harder. avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it. it could also mean that you want it but you just know it isn't right. it wont get u anywhere but stuck in space of nothingness and empty promises. so here i am. i am letting you go so that i can conquer my inner-self back to its own pace. i wish that you're really the one.

note to self: don't get too close. never give 100%. just don't.

leteh

2011-05-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

bosan bosan bosan. perlu ke keje mcm tadek dunia dah? haih. keje betimbun timbun. ot tu mmg byk la. asek balik malam buto. gilo tadek life. andartu la macam ni. bosan la. procedures. specification. welding. apesal la dpt partner keje yg tak reti buat keje? dah tua bangka pon tak reti2 lagi? aku rase aku dah abes lampi dah. ade jugak org lagi lampi dari aku. perlu ke nk kerut kerut dahi bagai? pang kang naye! sbb workload yg melampau ni la menyebabkan aku da jadi diktator kt opis. kalo aku nak sound. aku sound direct. macam singa dah ni. haih. engineer lelaki pemalas! oi! aku pon nak balik awal jugak. ko bajet aku bujang telajak tadek bf ni seronok sangat la ot smpai malam? oi! aku pon nak ade life jugak! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! sabar sabar. sabar itu separuh dari sabariah!

kroh!

happy trilalalila!

2011-04-09T19:16:00.000-07:00

just so u know..KUANTAN ADA SAWAH PADI!!!!!!!!

sumpah sumpah sumpah sangat happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

please dont ask me its whereabout. i wont tell. its my secret hideout place! heh huh hoh!

perempuan, wanita dan ...

2011-03-23T17:59:00.000-07:00

hye.

first thing first. i wud like to apologize if anyone wud end up getting hurt reading this post. my writing is going to be a bit spicy n sizzling. its up to an individuality on how u r going to interpret my message. get wat i mean? nahhhhhhhh.....................................

perempuan. subjektif. lembut di luar keras di dalam. keras di luar lembut di dalam. semakin meningkat usianya semakin matang lah pemikiran nya. tapi ape jadi kalau makin tua makin tak matang? hello! wakey wakey! mati ke kalau tak berboifren? mati ke kalau tak berlaki? ye mati kalau kau pegi bodo sangat bunuh diri. itu baru mati! dah kalau tak mati mati ko nak wat ape? ko senyum jelah. challo bette!

please! grow up n be matured. jangan nak desperado sebab jantan bole tak? geli tahu! sanggup kau buang kawan sebab jantan? laki tu pon belum tentu nak kat kau. takyah la bangang sgt nk menangis nak merayu nak tepekik nak telolong. huduh rupe tahu! huduh sepang! wheres your sense og dignity? at least tolong la ade pride sket. org laki ni kalo senang sgt dapat. senang la die let go. sbb die tau ko mesti melutut kat kaki die jugak. bagai melukut di tepi gantang. tak malu ke kalau org label kite as gedik? desperate? tak malu? tak malu? pui!

tolong la jadi mahal sikit. aku bukan swoh kau jual mahal. ni dah tahap lelong nak bagi free ni ape kes? nak ke mane mane pon nak kne ade abang sayang. blom tentu la die tu jadi abang kau. meluat la derr..kalau tadek abang sayang kan maen lagi kau punye banyak helah. tapi bile abang sayang ade, dari sakit bole jadi macam usop mak limah lari siap angkat wheelchair. bengot! disgust ok! puke puke!

seryes hipokrit gile perempuan macam ni. sometimes u've got to give yourself some self respect. be content of what you are. appreciate your friends. baru la org nak respect kat kau. How long are u going to beat your head against the wall, getting all excited, getting your hopes up ? everytime and then u need to impress him? you are like a bad joke. get stepped on, u come back for more. get shoved aside, u come back again. What the hell ? wake up! Walk tall, or baby don't walk at all.

it’s just not going to happen.

-fin-

farah safiyya. the long awaited.

2011-03-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

:+:+:+:8.41 am, 19 March 2011:+:+:+:

:+:+:+:her very own first glance into the world:+:+:+:

:+:+:+:ibu loves you very much safiyya:+:+:+:

Your little hands wrapped around my finger

And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

piece of scrap

2011-03-04T05:31:00.000-08:00

Its a bright sunny delicious day in Kuantan and I am craving for sushi!
There's nothing I'd rather do than ~~call up my boyfriend or fox fleet and spend the day missioning~~ sit at home all day watching series's, facebooking and wondering what on earth I am going to do with the rest of my life since I screwed it up so royally.

I take a deep breathe and realize its just the hunger and dehydration talking ( I should probably start eating again at some point). I open my metaphorical eyes and realize that all those backs I have seen leaving my life lately are all for a reason. Life moves in cycles (again this may be the hunger talking but go with me) .

I do recall getting furious with people last year and early this year because of what I considered ignorance and disregard for the world at large or in layman's terms "stupidity". It was the same time period except a different group of people (cycles; possibly due to my lack of censorship and tendency to run my mouth).

But what does it all mean... It means that I get sick and tired of the same mundane people who don't understand me or how my brain works. I get sick of people trying to psycho-analyze me instead of paying attention to the true message behind my actions. So I bolt. I get furious and then I make them angry so they will run away. Like a scientist with a bunch of rats. I hypothesize, experiment and conclude.

But the silver lining on all of the above rubbish is that I learn all the time! I love to learn new things (ranging from the frivolous to the fruitful) and my mind is open to the lessons life is trying so to teach me. I listen to my almighty creator as he tries to speak to me through the universe. I take note of his message and I learn.

There are also people out there who have gone against my hypothesis. The people who I thought I could send packing but instead they saw right through my little experiment and accepted me for my silliness. Its also provided me with the brooding anguish needed to be a creative individual. So I will take this negative energy and turn it into a beautiful piece of writing, a sketch in tumblr, a devils way of spending money or a plan to redecorate.

You may think "uhm alright some one is losing it". But thats just the thing about me. I used to be comfortable in my madness then , for a while, I detested it and try to mask my "craziness" because it made others uncomfortable. I have nothing to lose now ( I have lost all that could be lost from saying this 'stuff' already). This is me, I am happy and comfortable with my "ness".

OK who else is loving how mystical I am sounding right now? Its all this positivity and zest for life! I am ready for the world! If this is your best shot then you best try harder because I got this big powerful dude on my side and when we bond (in prayer) its like the biggest love you can ever imagine! (Oh how i wish this is true). Thats right world come and get some!

i think thats it fer tonite. enuff of my silliness, dizziness, tingtong-ness and pujah-ness. haha! i dont even understand wat the heck am i writing about.im losing it rite now. talking bout sanity huh? just a piece of scrap from me

super love her style! i am so getting a new pair of pants and peep toe heels!

bubye=)

sudah terhantuk baru nak terngadah

2011-02-19T18:32:00.000-08:00

2 3 bulan ni aku asek sakit gigi. sebab gigi bongsu yang belakang gigi geraham tu da tumbuh. skang ni gigi bongsu tolak gusi bawah ke atas. so bile gusi tu da ke atas, ianya akan menyakitkan gusi bila gusi bawah bertemu gigi atas. *harap maaf ayat agak skema*

seryes sangat sangat sakit. sometimes sampai kene amek pain killer.

skang ni aku tgh mengumpulkan kekuatan bola jiwa untuk pegi bejumpe dentist. possibility adelah cut off that small piece of gum. GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

seumo hidop aku, benda yg paling aku takot dalam dunia ni adelah jumpe doc gigi! kecut perut. memulas mulas. bepinar pinar kepala. menggigil. seram sejuk. bepeluh. pucat lesi. sume ade. even las year pegi cuci gigi pon STIL mama teman duk sebelah. nanges tu da tentu dah. seryes sangat takuuuuuuut!

tapi skang ni sbb da sakit sgt tak tahan. gusi da bengkak. nak makan pon susah *tu pasal i kurus uuuuuuuu* tengokla kalo cukop berani nnt aku nk pegi jumpe manusia yang aku paling benci dalam dunia, DENTIST!

oh btw ingt nk wat braces. tapi kat gigi bawah jek. org kate nnt kne cabut gigi. ok tu pon bole kire satu keje gila mengundang maut. bole bayang tak JARUM BESAR NAK MATI TU MASUK MULUT INJECT KITAAAAAA!

huih...bepinar jap mate memikirkan masalah ni

Dental braces (also known as orthodontic braces, or simply braces) are devices used in the orthodontic industry that help align and straighten teeth and help to position them with regard to a person’s bite, while also working to improve dental health. They are often used to correct under bites, as well as, malocclusions^[1] , overbites, cross bites, open bites, deep bites, crooked teeth, and various other flaws of the teeth and jaw - WIKI

seeeeeee...i really need to get my teeth done! i juz don have enough courage! HAIH......

Btw im thinking of getting pink braces. only for the lower part of teeth

Untuk gigi atas pulak im thinking to get crowning. nak buang gigi yg kt depan yg belapik satu ni. then crowning kan aje. ok crowning sangat mahal. plus minus rm1500 per tooth! duet mmg da ade. cume masalahnye crowning kne buat sizing yg takes time.

A crown is a type of dental restoration which completely caps or encircles a tooth or dental implant. Crowns are often needed when a large cavity threatens the ongoing health of a tooth^[1]. They are typically bonded to the tooth using a dental cement. Crowns can be made from many materials, which are usually fabricated using indirect methods. Crowns are often used to improve the strength or appearance of teeth. While unarguably beneficial to dental health, the procedure and materials can be relatively expensive - WIKI

naaaah...a decent pic for knowledge

process crowning:

1. cabut gigi
2. amek sizing gigi baru
3. tempah gigi dekat lab which take a few weeks
4. tedaaaaa! gigi pon lawo!

MASALAHNYE KALO AKU CABUT GIGI DEPAN TAKKAN NAK PEGI KEJE GIGI RONGAK???????????

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! camno ni? camno den nak buek!

haih!!!! buntu sey buntu!!! apekate tunggu jek buat crowning time tengah pantang baby bersalin? tapi aku nak tangkap gamba kawen sengih lebor lebor!!!!

haih.......dah taktau nak taip ape dah. asek pk pasal ni jek. *sambil taip sambil tak tetelan air liur dah. takot sangat sangat dah ni.GULP!*

pi.es: padan muke sape swoh waktu kecik kecik suke benor telan chocolate. kan da padan muke! PUI!!

my signature style!~

2011-02-15T01:39:00.000-08:00

ok for the past few weeks. i'd figured out to change my move n style. signature style. quite bored asek tangkap gmba with all the fish pout. haha! so here i go. my new signature style! move it bebeyh!

BADAN PATAH!
patah #1

patah #2

patah #3

tips: muke ala ala blagak mintak penumbuk. bajet bes n pandang slek "ape pandang pandang? ade hutang??!" sgt penting untuk set kan dialog itu dalam minda. pastu kasi lentik sket badan. KONPOM BEJAYE. OYEAH!~

KAKI PATAH!

patah #4

patah #5

patah #6

patah #7

oklah. cukop lah 7 kali patah. kang btol btol patah kang azab. naye jek sape nk tanggung? gehaha!

TIPS: untuk kaki patah, awak sume kne feeling feeling gedik lebeh sket. kne set dlm otak konon awak sume adelah org paling somel dalam bumi! bile da naik sheikh..konpom gamba akan jadi mabeles!

cukoplah edisi syok sendri utk kali ini. sehingga bertemu di laen kali. bubye!~

wedding numbre tres

2011-02-14T22:34:00.000-08:00

kawen kawen kawen

kawan aku kawen

yeyeay!

aku da nak muntah pegi org kawen. aku nak org laen pulak datang kawen aku. amacam? carer??

keberangkatan pegi ke majlis kawen. mesti la banyaaaaak pit stop nye. since my village is in terengganu, i cudnt care less on beaches. da biase sgt. tp disebabkan bawak org key ell yg jakun tgk pantai..so kite layankan la....*selamat duet minyak aku korang yg tong kan. wakaka*

pit stop 1: pantai

carer giler makan eskrem tepi pantai. seryes bes!

pit stop 2: terengganu.

time ni nak kidnap dira dari bonzer. hehehehehe

aktiviti mentedarah tepi pantai. sotong celup tepung sekor seplo ingget. gile mahal. murah lagi harge kuantan~

then ktorg pon cecepat pegi resort. tido resort yaww. chalet tepi pantai. bes! rase cam nk pg vacay kt pulau jek. hihihihi. time ni la nak cecepat siap siap pegi nikah liya. nikah die malam. kenduri die keesokan ari siang

the s.o.l.e.m.n.i.z.a.t.i.o.n
tedaaaaaaa! she is my bestfriend! the first ever who tied up the knot! nur aini liyana binti zakaria. satu kelas. satu roomies. i'd spent my entire university life with her and all the other girls. banyaaaaak sangat kenangan ktorg. sayaaaaang sangat kat dorang. sobs sobs. perasaan mase liya kawen? hoih. begenang genang kot. ade perasaan haru biru dalam hati. dulu sengal same same. skang da jadi wife orang. congrats lieya!!!

welcome to wifeys club!

azan...jage liya elok elok!!!

ketibaan rombongan mak jah

depan chalet..wajib posing dulu!

selamat pengantin baru!!!

time to go back!!
another nice beach in terengganu!

huhuhuhuh! gile begambo. actually ade 700++ pics taken during the wedding. gile penat begamba! huih!

lieya! selamat pengantin baru. jgn lupe jemput ktorg buat housewarming. bole gegerl talk lagi. eh silap.LADIES TALK! U know wat i mean...yehahahahah!

wedding #2

2011-02-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

peace be upon you...

here are some snap pic for wedding number dos! MUBEN'S n MAS'

i still remember a lil chit chat between me n mas during Iju's sister wedding back in 2009

me: ko da ade bf?

mas: takde lagi

me: aku pon

tadaaaaaaaaa! skang da kawen! haha! i am happy for u guys. cudnt be happier. jage abang long kite tu leklok!

sengal sumenye

super love

brotherhood kaw kaw

pengantin lirai! pas akad nikah bole melepak mamak lagi! muben sorang je leh wat!

yg sbelah saye ni bukan bf saye ye. die kawan dari skolah rendah. cikgu acan pelat! sekian time kaseh! *penat dah menjawab soalan*

wishing u both a happily married life!

ok. sgt hepi tangkap tangkap gamba. dpt jumpe kawan kawan. dapat karoke 4jam 12 orang. sampai serak sore nyanyi lagu AMUK! lepas gian sesangat! dah lame tak get together ngn dorang. so happy like i can smile all day ear to ear! sayang korang gilon!

entri tak berape nak sampah

2011-01-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

hye. i'm gay. i'm ok!

puiiiii!

sbenanye waktu kecik kecik dulu saye nak jadi archaeologist. kaitan??? (-_-)"

hye. im hot but im dateless. i wonder why but i pretty much sure im ok! LIARR!!

hehehe. seryes! waktu kecik kecik dulu saye nk jadi ahli kaji purba. btol tak tipu! kes???

alkisah bermula nya dari pengaruh kuat kisah kisah nabi. akibat dari menonton kisah rasul yang dipaparkan di kaca televisyen seawal darjah 4 telah memupuk rasa ingin tahu dan sifat kendiri yang semakin tebal nan membuak buak untuk menjadikan diri sebagai ahli kaji purba tersohor seantero dunia!!! tettt! so not!

gile ah sebenor benornye pengaruh tgk national geographic pasal firaun. seryes bile tgk archaeologist tu gali gali kubur firaun rase cam takot nak mati. mata siap tak bekelip langsong. nak nak bile narrator tu cakap kalo orang gali tu biasenye kne sumpahan sampai jadi gila la, mati la, bunuh diri la. so kite pon cam excited lalu menghamburkan kata kata azimat HUYYYOOOO! GILE BES! MATI MACAM NI BARU MACHO!! --->pang!! *kne penampa sulong mama n ayah*

tambah tambah pulak tgk cite indiana jones. lompat sane. lompat sini. tembak sane. tembak sini. sumpit sane. sumpit sini. tapi tak mati mati!!! impressed gile ahh! dapat jumpe harta karun la pulak. cer kalo kite yg jumpe. hoih. usah harapla aku nak bagi kat kerajaan malaysia. baik aku leburkan pastu jual kat kedai emas. ahahaha! KA-CHING!!

hye. saye lah abang gagah. tgk 6-pax saye! oh btw saye ade cemeti. nak kene sebat ke? grrrr!

yg paling bes cite die bole minum fountain of youth. sumpah kagum gile. banyak banyak cawan die bole pilih yg the TRUE CUP! skali minum...sruuuuup! mesti sedap kan. *imaginasi kaw kaw sampai rase air fountain of youth tu pon bole bayang*

pastu ingat nak jadi archaelogist untuk cari fosil dinosaur. itu pulak pengaruh lost world jurassic park! asal tgk dinosor jek jerit! jerit jek tgk dinosor! uahahahahaha! panggg! *pon kne penampa sebab memekak sangat tgk cite dinosor* pastu siap imagine kalo jumpe tulang dinosor tu dapat la namekan dinosor tu sempena name sendiri. mahfuzasaourous! HOIH! HENSEM GILE NAME DINOSOR! seb bek la kat unibesiti tadek course archaeologist kan? kalo tak...hah! rasekan kau! hamek kau!

hye. i'm the talking dinosor who appears to be purple out of nowhere. my creator must be silly though. well screw him! oh btw i love to sing with a bunch of stupid small kids. it makes me look adorably cute. to come clean. i had to! i juz wanna be a rockstar. demmit! come on! sing with me yaww!!

pastu dulu pon slalu bajet nak jadi pejuang angkasa lepas. andai kate la bumi kene serang! ijinkan beta menjadi perajurit pertama yg menentang segala bentuk entiti makhluk asing yang berani memperkotak katikkan penduduk bumi!! walau bermuntahkan darah, beta sanggup!!! harap maklom. kalini pengaruh star wars pulak. adeh! adeh!

right: hye! i'm not your furball. im chubackaa the talking apes who saves the mankind. show some respect dudes !!! left: hye! i'm han solo. indiana jones is my long lost brother. do u get me? nevertheless, we're still hot bebeh! want me to spank u? grrrr!

sekian sahaja intisari rancangan merapu meraban untuk kali ini. ok bye! tata titi tutu! muach!~

pi.es: sbenanye saye nak jadi newscaster pas tgk cite korea-all about eve. sobs sobs!

hye. sayelah newscaster korea yg tercun mate bak sailormoon tak payah makan innershine prune. lakukan sahaja pembedahan plastik di bahagian mata. nescaya anda jua dapat menekel anak ceo toke tempat anda bekerje. hnnnns hnnnnns :8)

betol betol tata titi tutu!

feeling feeling rachel bilson!

2011-01-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

hoho. malam ni nk cite pasal resolution! lets start!

1. a whole lot of positive energy. POSITIVE!!! dont listen to stories without knowing its root. do not over think. over assuming. n over doing. juz chillex!

2. less cursing. less swearing. ok susah! tapi tak try tak tau. pasni kalo nk mencarut je kne byk byk sabar. istighfar banyak banyak. ok susah! tapi tolong la sapot aku!! uwuuuu!

3. less shopping. more saving. hah! I CAN DO IT!!!!! da seminggu tak shopping. hebat hebat!!!

4. more good deeds. senang je ni! plus aku ni mmg hati baek. mulut je jahat tapinye. huhuhuhu

*i mesti bole buat!*

5. eat healthily. ok yg ni cam da bejaya jugak la buat. brunch everyday. brunch means breakfast+lunch. time ni consume banyaaaak! then balik keje tak makan nasi da kat rumah. makan roti! tapi kalau makan nasi pon amek kuantiti sangat sikit. skang pon da makan vitamin E n calcium pills. untuk kesihatan beb. dah suku abad ni kne jage sikit sikit. then kne stat exercise balik pas abes musim ujan ni. aktiviti : panjat bukit pelindung *eventhough sorang sorang since ria n nadirah da tadek*. swimming. jogging ni malas sket. sbb cepat semput n cramp kt apendiks. so pas ni lets be a health freak!

6. live beautifully. nak jadi cantek macam rachel bilson! sekian terima kasih! heheh. tak tak seriously aku sangat adore rachel bilson. i mean she's cute, pretty n always look glowing. i want that!the most important thing is she's petite juz like me. so antara aktiviti aktivit menarik yg akan diventure tahun ni untuk menjadi cantik inside out are hair treatment n spa. tapi kne cari kaki spa la. sape eh nak teman? oh n skang ade latest hobby. expensive undergarments! love love love!

7.nak bf? please scratch this out. tanak cari. bad bad bad experience. work comes first. ayuh kite jadi workaholic jyeah!

ok bai! sayang sume org yg sayang saye. muach!~

selamat pengantin baru

2011-01-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

these are the pictures taken during my gff kawen. selamat menempuh alam baru ye ezah! hope ko dapat baby cepat cepat n bole share tips ngan aku. teheeee=)

2010 review

2010-12-30T02:28:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum.

2010 taught me a lot of things. lets review 'em

1. aku stil tak bejaye manage duet gaji dgn baek. ye aku ade duet simpanan asb n tabung aji. tp asal pg kl je kuarkan duet utk shopping. vungux!

face this. bulan 12 ni aku da pegi singapore. kl trip 2 kali. n kelantan trip. bejoli naek atv je pakai duet gak. spent almost 3 k. gaji baru brape je bai? las las kua duet simpanan. aaaaa! mane taknye. asal nampak je rembat. nampak je rembat, wattakuan!! seryes takleh kontrol nafsu shopping. org kate gaji besar. no. gaji aku tak besar. selera aku besar. hahaha

so aku telah memotong lagi gaji untuk tambahkan lagi duet simpanan start from gaji bulan ni! amek ko! ikat perut la aku!

2.my career is getting smooth. my bos recognize my talent. i love my job. but sometimes when i dont get wat i want. i'll tend to mengamok. menanges. super hate that. sede gak sbb kene belaja mende yg tak paham. welding la. ASME code la. Petronas spec la. API la. AWS la. macam macam code. tapi papepon kne blaja.

recipe menjadi sorang engineer oil n gas yg bejaye. code. communication. firm. english. english. aaaand english! seryes tak tipu.

this year projek kurang masuk. economy was quite bad. nevertheless project pumps in banyak next year. SOGT. KPOC. TAPIS. a few to names. yg tu kire mega n im in the porject also. banyaaaak kne blaja neh. sobs

3. year '10 teaches me a lot on friendship. FRIENDSHIP. yah with capital. i love them loads. most of them are starting their career. good luck to them all. with their absence, a hole in the heart they've left me with. seryes. i am all by myself. i easily get bored. i easily get angry. my life is just not the same anymore. sobs. sometimes i do think to move somewhere else. u know...be independent. i havent get out from the house except for my matriculation time. but i am juz comfortable enough living here in kuantan. takpe takpe. bosan bosan aku pg melawat korang eh. get ready je laaaa! hahahaha

4. dont ever fall for your bestfriend. even a slightest remote feeling. dont! just dont! things wont ever be the same. i am now in a middle of a situation where everything are awefully dumbstruck, perplexed and incredulous. sometimes i think i cant hold it anymore. but wat else can i do? crying? hell no. yang ade skang cume pride. tu satuuu je yg tinggal. putting aside my pride is equally same for me to go naked around. i'd rather get a head shot. im just extremely tired of all this drama. i don wanna end up being an angry woman. i wanna know wat the hell is going on between us. but i cant. im juz too disappointed. i think wats best for now is juz too hold my speech. sobs.

5. i've been a pain in the ass for my parents. hah! seriously. they were lunatic as hell. marah gile towards me. haha! they treated me as if im a baby. nak wat cmne beb? susaaaah! kne solex beb! da tua bangke kot! haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well thats it. later alligator. muax!~

Je prtends que tout va bien

2010-12-18T10:33:00.000-08:00

i love u dearly

2010-12-14T20:48:00.000-08:00

tadi pg bank dgn ayah. sign some sort of agreement.

while waiting for the accountant to do all the documentation.

we were chit chatting for a while just to kill time.

our topics basically revolves around world headlines, national headlines, political status, book reviews, sports and yada yada yada..

tapi kan, tibe tibe he changed the topic:

ayah: so hows ur relationship status?

ijah: ayah. please dont ask.

silent environment...............................................................

stiff movement.....................................................................

awkward moment................................................................

ayah: semalam balik pukul brape? pukul 2?

ijah: tak. balik awal. pukul 1.

ayah: korok mu!

ok he's behaving normal again. thank god. pfft!

i love u dearly ayah!

pi.es: bapak aku comel!

pokai

2010-12-08T03:38:00.000-08:00

aye aye captain !!

nak cakap ni...windu korang! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

post tadek idea. bubuh pic je lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bYe!

formating deleting

2010-12-02T18:47:00.000-08:00

i have had this one lunatic madness that i despise most. i have to format my 'laptop'. i've made a huge mistake by downloading one 'virus' that will lead me to fatality. luckily the desease can still be safe. i hope it wont reach to the 'mother board'. now i have to delete everything that have been programmed inside my 'laptop'. demmit i'd downloaded a lot of unwanted things. wayy beyond my control. i dont know how does that happen. naturally it juz did without i even realized 'em. i dont know when? i dont know why? sometimes things go unplanned and it turned up wrongly. so here i am. i'm gonna undo everything. format and refresh. jus press F5 n everything will be normal. everything will be just fine. trust me. i've been into this like a million times. i'll get through this and rose up in the mornin as if nothing had ever happen. i'd already smell the sweet scents of victory. JYEAH!

sin chia po!

2010-12-02T03:47:00.000-08:00

went for an exhibition in spore. cudnt shopping. only bought la senza undergarment for mysef. tshirts for bros. perfumes that cost a hefty sum of rm350/bottle for my mama and rm150/bottle for along's besday. mmg bankrupt!

lola for mama

sjp lovely for along..Seb bek awak pregnant..tu pasal ijah present kan yg mahal mahal

was too bz in the day. so tired during the nite. was not in the mood coz i got into a rough fight. ended up crying in the flight. cried the whole way home. i dont know wheres the mistakes. i just dont. i'd go back to make it all right.

super duper fucked up!

2010-11-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

serious shit super duper fucked up! i hate myself rite now! i am 24. n every step of my behavior doesnt resemble my age. its like im juz 14 years old. 4 to be worse. i wont grow. i am not matured. im still cursing! im still hot tempered. im still ill mannered. im still a rude person. i say mean things to my loved ones. i hurt them unintentionally. i dont think i can change me! its hard!! like super duper hard!!! damn it! i feel like cursing right now! FUCK! hah amek kau kan dah mencarut!

even cursing wont get this feeling off my chest!

rockstar!

2010-10-17T00:22:00.000-07:00

here are some snap pics of the concert i went the other day. ella + wings + search. yep! im a universal listener. i listen to every genre of music. from dangdut to rock. awesome! this concert is one hella concert! my third SEARCH concert. yep! imma ROCKSTAR!!

the stage

the crowds

the fans

the bride to be. not me. she is the main reason on y i booked meself my own jakarta trip! haha

IM GETTING CRAZIER MORE THAN EVER!

betol betol ho liau..ahahaha

2010-10-10T04:26:00.001-07:00

perkara ini baru sahaja berlaku sejam yang lepas di antara aku dan sahabat ku ili bazilah rani dali

pssss....jangan terperdaya dgn muke bajet cute dan bajet innocent nih! BELIAU ADALAH PEREMPUAN YANG BETOL BETOL GILA!

ili: tgk website airasia sekarang!!

pujah: ape die?

ili: TENGOK JE LAAAAAHHH!!

maka ini lah hasilnya....
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teraaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

HAMEK KAU!!

dalam masa sejam sahaja. jari ku pantas meng-click button button di air asia. aku tak tahu shaitonnirojim ape yg bejaya menghasut aku! tapi ini lah hasilnya!! im going to jakarta next month. rm129 jek!!!

airasia tgh buat promo one day sahaja on 101010. so tiket super murah inclusive airport tax+insurance+baggage fees. hohohoho. untuk baggage fees aku hanya akan bawak beg kosong sahaja. hanya sotong kering yg aku bawak. sbb aku nak SHOPPING KAT JAKARTA!!!!!!!! wahahaha. so sape sape yg nak kirim pape sile la kirim eh. bagi skali pengeras nye....wahaha

tempat penginapan nnt kat asrama doktor doktor malaysia since adik ili study medic kat sane. ape yg aku paling risau is flight separate ngn ili. aku pegi dulu naik flight kul 530pm. ili pg lewat sejam. tapi balik malaysia balik berdua la..ni sume pasal tiket laku macam pisang goreng panas. fuuhh fuuuuhhh! payment pon da dibuat melalui cimbclick. bedebah kau cimbclick! aku ingt nafsu shaithon aku tu time online shopping jek. skali nafsu tu attack time sale airasia jugaakkk!!

pas da bayar sume tu baru tarik nafas lega. then tibe tibe terpk.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! nak nanges! nak nanges! apa aku nak bagitau mama ngn ayah eh???? macam menempah maut jek! tibe tibe skang ni rase cam nak gali kubur sndri jek! waaaaaa!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN! Wat the hell have i done with my life???!!! kenapa aku ni GILA SANGAT??? Bajet nak jadi julia roberts dlm eat pray love ke? kenapa senang sangat terpengaruh????? pas dah byr tiket baru nak check cuti raya haji,pastu baru la nak tanya nak tido katne...mendapat la aku pasni kne berdepan dgn MEM BESAR!!

mari kita bayang kan...TIINNNGGGG!!!

Ijah: mama , ayah. im going to jakarta next month.

mama: APE??? KEJE GILA APA YANG KAU DAH BUAT NI???

ayah: AYUH KITA KAWEN KAN BELIAU!!! *hoyeah! hoyeah!*

Uhuk uhuk!!! ngaaaaaaaaaa! sumpah rase nak nanges. tadi buat tak reti pk. maen sedap jek click button tu click button ni! skang RASAKAN LAAAA! im not gonna tell them now. kne tunggu pas abes pg konsert triple trouble wings+search+ella. pasal konsert ni pon aku tak bagitau lagi. satu kes dah kat situ! ni kes pegi jakarta pulak. PARAH!!!

btw baju utk shopping pon da beli..kebetulan terbeli due tiga hari lepas. boleh pakai time shopping! eheheheh!

ohohohoho

ok lah. nak sambung pengsan kembali! BYE!

entri rambu ramba

2010-10-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

lagi 11 hari umor aku akan menginjak angka 24. tik tok tik tok........

DUA PULUH EMPAT OKAY!!!

aku slalu rase diri aku cam matang gila..tua gila..sebab dah masuk 20-an..time umor 19 nak masuk 20 rase cam omaigod! angka 2 weh! pastu 21.. pastu 22.. 23......n skang dah nak masuk 24! dayummmmm! tapi masuk je bulan october tibe tibe aku nak ngaku aku 23 la kan???!!! tanak masuk 24 plis!!! actually its not a big deal pon angka 24.. angka 25 tu yg aku kesah sangat!

25= SUKU ABAD DAH IDOP ATAS MUKE BUMI NI!

kenape aku stress?? sbb mama dah bagi amaran, warning, ugutan, blackmail, musik musik indah yang sedap di dengar oleh halwa telinga yang nescaya boleh membuatkan hati ini menangis dan berkecamuk menghentak hentak kaki! ok stop!
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mama: ijah, next year u must find a boyfriend. i want u to get engage no matter what happen! ingat! NEXT YEAR!!!

ayah: susah susah sangat ayah kawen kan dgn tok siak masjid. boleh kontrol kamu! *mata terbeliak*

me: sobs sobs :8(

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hello!! ingat cari tunang cam cari boyfriend zaman mirc ke??? tipu gila zaman mirc aku sgt lah tak femes nye..tapi skang pon bukan femes pon..ahahah..kate lah aku seorang bookworm who didnt bother into people's life n heck no i dunno people during my school days.

tapi doesnt mean umo da 25 kne betunang ke kawen bagai kan? target aku 26 or 27 nk settle down..tak puas enjoy lagi..YES! memangla aku kaki enjoy. aktiviti aku tiap tiap minggu pon same jek...swimming, shopping, movies, makan makan, lepak lepak jek. cume skang da tambah aktiviti sehat sket which are hiking and teaching the orphanages. cant u see??? im fulfillin my life with something useful apart from enjoy 24-7

tapi aritu kan.............................ade tebace status kawan aku yg da kawen n baru dpt baby.

*sile klik untuk tumbesaran*

dah baca?

ahah ahah ahah!!

HAMEK KAU SILE LA SENTAP!!

sentap aku bukan as in sentap ngn member..nope betty i am very happy for u..u have one cute baby...aku sentap sebab uwaaaaaaaaaaa...aku pon nak jugaaaaak!!! tapi kan camne nk kawen kalo pegang baby pon tak reti? suke budak pon cam jauh sekali? ahahah. okim fine with kids but just in 5 minutes. more than that sile la jadi mak tiri. skali budak budak da nanges nanges, merengek rengek, hentak hentak kaki, baling barang sana sini, buat tantrums? camne? *wondering camne mama bole survive ade anak macam aku?*

saya nak kawen!!!

ps: name anak aku nnt rizky khairina. maksud: rezeki yg baik. COP! JANGAN CURI!!

p.s no 2: camne entri besday bole jadi entri geletis nak kawen?

p.s no 3: i think i miss someone today! woh!

saye menang! saya jutawan power root!

2010-09-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

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memang berbaloi baloi! last wik time jalan jalan nampak promotion SONY TRADE IN DEALS. Lasted until 30.9.2010. So pagi tadi terpk time tgh drive pg keje. Ape kate kite grab peluang ini untuk trade in barang barang buruk? hoho.

Item 1: vcam beli time form 5 (trade in)

description: beli sempena hadiah spm. harga? boleh beli Canon EOS 7D dambaan hati!

kelebihan: time form 5 tadek org pakai vcam. so konon konon bajet bagus lah kan. buduh!

kelemahan: tak tahu gune. gune tak sampai 20 kali. handling die konon konon unik padahal letih nak pegang. taktahu cara cara nk transfer video masuk computer. thats why terpaksa hantar kedai untuk burn dalam cd. SANGAT COSTLY!

Item 2: Canon IXUS 400 (trade in)

description: ayah punye on work purposes which turns out to be the camera for photogediks macam aku.

kelebihan: NTAH !

kelemahan: sebab kan camera ni lah aku tak pakai pakai vcam. vcam tros di anak tirikan. pastu selang beberapa bulan kemudian muncul lah persaingan yg maha dasyat dari camera camera yg bermegapixel lebih tinggi dan wide screen! DAYUM! tergugat sey!

Item 3: Sony alpha A550L (welcome to mummy!)

description: mendapat idea untuk meng-anak-tirikan camera yg serba ada ni sbb camera tu cam dah lame gile je gune. dari zaman universiti lagi. kite bagi camera tu pencen. dah penat dah die asek tangkap gambo je keje. baik nye tuan awak kan?

kelebihan: mendapat rebat sebanyak rm400 sebab trade in dgn vcam yg lame. hauhauhau! oh disertakan juga dgn memory stick 8GB. bagi aku, 8GB tu kire besar abes dah tu..ke kecik lagi?

kelemahan: tak paham sehabuk camne nak gune mende alah ni!

Item 4: Sony S-Frame (welcome to mummy!)

description: frame elektronik yang boleh tuka tuka gamba secara digital. MAGIS KAN?

kelebihan: mendapat rebat sebanyak rm100 sebab trade in dgn camera lame. hauhauhau!

kelemahan: boleh store up sampai 250 keping gambar jek. bunyi cam merendah diri ke meninggi diri? hmmmm.... (-_-)"

Item 5: Samsung corby S3653W (welcome to mummy!)

description: oh plis plis nak kaler pink! nak buang henset buruk tadek cover bateri nih!

kelebihan: FREE OF CHARGE! menang hasil dari gores dan menang! wahahahaha!

kelemahan: kire syukur la dapat free. lagi mau komen kaaa? pang kangg!

untungkan? dahla rebat sehingga rm500. pulak tu menang henset free. tuah ayam nampak di kaki. tuah manusia siapa yg tahu? huahuahua. sangat gumbira. sebab sume pon ayah punye duet! wahahaha! berkesan juga idea gila di pagi hari lantas menelefon ayah dan merengek rengek satu hari..berbaloi baloi! ngeh ngeh ngeh! *padahal menggunakan taktik ugutan untuk keluar dari rumah untuk hidup berdikari. ptuih!*

p.s: bukan salah ibu mengandung. cuma naseb badan la dapat anak demanding gilon macam ni!

something to get off my chest

2010-09-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

I have everything a modern woman is supposed to dream of having - a car, a home, a yet-to-be-successful career, tonnes of awesome friends and A FAMILY - yet like so many others, I found myself lost, confused, and searching for what I really wanted in life. Life isn't perfect though. I have bills and debts to pay. A not-so-luminous-anymore skin condition. And a quest for self-discovery.

I've been single and dateless for almost a year. Not that it doesnt bugging me. It does. Like all the time! People say how perfectionist I am. Hear me now. Nope! I dont need someone perfect. All I ever need is someone doing nothing and yet keeps me falling. Who make his move first. Who can endure all the pain to be with me. WHO HAS MORE BALLS THAN I DO. Sound perfectionist? Naah! I hope that one day, If ever, I will meet him and know that he is the one. I just know.

I really wanted to discover the inner peace and balance of true love in the heart. Therefore, I'm stepping out of my comfort zone, risking everything to change my life, embarking on a journey to find my own self. For a start, I am restructuring my financial plan. I'd set my brain not to buy the unimportant thing. Its hard! I know. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

I am trying my luck to be a tuition teacher. Its for the orphanage. Doing it for free. Its still in an early talk. But I hope I can give the world a better place for them. It started out from following my mother to her charity event. N it strucked upon my head, who really cares for them? Their needs? Their education? Their life? It bits me in the heart, stings me in the eye. I've gotta do something. Give something.

Travelling round the world has always been my dream. If there is a job named fully paid salary traveller. I'd go for it! Unluckily, it's only in my dream. Money is everything. Better save up some money! Since this year I've been to genting. Then nextyear i'll be going for Sabah. Im diving yaww! My wishlist will come true. Really hope that I could make it for the plan. Its a all-girls-no-men-allowed vacation. Play hard! Pray hard! I've been longing to go to some place where the grass is always greener. Where else? Paddy field laaaa! Please someone take me there!

To all, I sincerely wanted to express my love ; my friends, my family! I LOVE YOU!

Eat. Pray. Love

lotsa love. xoxo

-pujah-

wats inside?

2010-09-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

hai kawan kawan..topik pembelajaran kite pada kali ini is about handbag..baru je kene tag dgn shapohols..pandai nye minah ni bagi idea kat aku..kalo idak..bekerak dah blog ni..orang kate..u can learn the true color of a woman from wats inside her handbag...so sile la belajar-belajar ye..

ini le handbag yg aku selalu hurung ke hulu ke hilir..handbag guess besar nak mampos..handbag paling mahal aku penah beli..new arrival with no discount..knape aku gile sanggup beli? sebab ayah yg present kan..ghahahaha! gedik gile keluar shopping ngn ayah..sebab memang dah tahu kalau kuar ngn ayah MESTI DAPAT APA YANG KITA NAK..he will never says no..tapi time tu time tak keje lagi lah..skang ni nak mintak pon reti malu sendri dah..nak beli gune duet sendri pon usah harap lah kan! uhuk uhuk! handbag ni ada macam macam name..if im not mistaken this type is hobo..correct me if im wrong..aku bukan tau sgt pasal pesen pesen ni..maen taram jek..

so lets see wats inside my handbag...CEKIDAUD !!!

1. map genting n photo yg beli kt genting: will update more on genting on next post!

2. purse: walopon purse tu besar..tapi isi di dalam nye adalah kecil! aku pernah pergi kerje with only rm2 left inside..time tu minyak kete plak dah lip lap lip lap..so terpaksa tumpang org laen balik umah! ahaha

3. beg mekap: tema bulu bulu..nope! im not animal killer! ni sintetik sahaja..dalam ni ade pelbagai jenis alat solek..untuk bagi cantik bak katrina kaif

4 dan 5. compact powder: will elaborate more below

6. camera: a must for photogedik cam aku ni. camera ni 2 tahun punye dulu..gamba pon da kureng quality..knape eh? ade tarikh luput ke? ke nak mintak kene tiri ngn camera slr? hmm?

7. pay check: HEHEHE=) angka-angka yg tetulis di dalam hanya mengingatkan aku pada tanggungjawab nak membayar hutang segala..aiyaaaak!

8. kerongsang: yg ni memang ade stok banyak..tapi sebab kecik asek hilang tah ke mane..seb bek murah..beli rm10 dapat 9..UNTUNG!

9. penutup cover henset: jeng jeng jeng! akhirnya berjaya jumpa!! ahahaha! selama ni henset aku memang lompong je tadek cover..time kaseh la sha! seb bek ko tag post ni..kalo tak mesti aku tak jumpe jumpe cover henpon aku! ahha!!

10. pencuci muke yang ke 14 kali tukar..no further comment..pffft!

11. gelang india: beli rm15 jek kt booth india..found it awesome n nice..xoxo!

12. inner tudung: aku pon musykil camne bole ade inner tudung dalam beg..haih!

ok yang ni pulak bahagian mekap mekap. Girls best friend! hikhik

1. lipstick bodyshop

2. lipstick bloop

3. lipgloss revlon: been wearing this for 5 years! pengguna setia okeh!

4. lipstcik revlon colorstay

5. lipstick chanel: my fave..tp da nak abes..nak beli semula tak mampu..rm 80! aaaargh!

6. maybelline cover stick: biasenye aku pakai time nk heavy mekap..utk tutup spots n jadikan as foundation.

7. bodyshop make up set: dalam tu ade blusher n eyeshadow..2 in 1 ! beli time sale! superb!

8 & 9. eyeshadow revlon: ade 2 tones: pink purple and nude brownish

10. maybelline super extended mascara: dah kering dah pon..sbb jarang jarang pakai

11. silky girl eye liner: A MUST! kalo tak pakai rase cam mate ni dah super sepet..hukhuk!

12. M.A.C eyebrow liner: paham paham je lah..kening aku ni kontot separuh...haihhhh

13. compact powder revlon colorstay: baru beli..seryes bes pakai!

14. compact powder christian dior: yg ni punye da nak abes..pasni da takkan beli dah sbb tak mampu..mahal sangat!

15. blusher revlon: yg ni pon bes gak..color sgt pastel..soft jek

hasil solekan dari mekap mekap di atas...a very minimal touch up for hari raya..i lke it soft, natural n warm so it can blend with the skin..plus i am trying to minimizing all of those powder chemicals on my face since my skin condition is not at its best.

plis jangan tanye tips mekap ngn aku..u wont get the answer from lady engineer here. sebab kadang kadang aku mekap sampai muke da jadi cam kueh raya pon ade..hukhuk!

pssst: seb bek tadek tag wats inside your car..kalo tak sile la jumpe segala jenis safety helmet dan paper kerje dan drawing drawing dan majalah pengantin! ohohoh!

The Afghanistan and Iraq wars summed up in 4 quotes

2010-09-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

Reason for invading Afghanistan:

“The most important thing is for us to find Osama bin Laden. It is our number one priority and we will not rest until we find him.” — George W. Bush, Washington, D.C., Sept. 13, 2001

And then..

“I don’t know where bin Laden is. I have no idea and really don’t care. It’s not that important. It’s not our priority.” — George W. Bush, Washington, D.C., March 13, 2002

So just 6 months after 9/11, the world’s most dangerous man is not important anymore. He does not just become unimportant.

70,000+ deaths.

Reason for invading Iraq:

“We found the weapons of mass destruction. We found biological laboratories … And we’ll find more weapons as time goes on. But for those who say we haven’t found the banned manufacturing devices or banned weapons, they’re wrong, we found them.” — George W. Bush, Washington, D.C., May 30, 2003

And then..

“Those weapons of mass destruction have got to be somewhere!” — George W. Bush, joking about his administration’s failure to find WMDs in Iraq as he narrated a comic slideshow during the Radio & TV Correspondents’ Association dinner, Washington, D.C., March 24, 2004

So that was one big fat lie then.

130,000+ deaths.

Two pointless wars based on absolute lies and over 200,000 people dead as a result.

Day 5

2010-09-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

Day 5 : Six things that you wish you had never done.

1. tidak membawa basikal dgn ganasnye waktu kecil..kalo tak tadek la parut kat kepala lutut

2. tidak ingkar untuk mencabut gigi sewaktu kecil kecil..kalo tak tadek la gigi berterabur macam skang ni

3. tidak mudah jatuh cinta monyet beruk babun dan sebagainya..kalo tak tadek la kene sumpahan cinta

4. tidak menjadi seorang yg terlampau ego, kuat merajuk, kuat memerintah dan sebagainya..kalo tak tadek la jadi seorang lady boss macam skang ni

5. tidak menjadi seorang yg terlampau kuat enjoy..kalo tak tadekla idop asek nak ronggeng jek

6. tidak menjadi seorang yg tadek ketenangan diri..kalo tak tadekla rase idop ni asek incomplete jek..

so...

THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD I WOULD NOT REGRET FOR..FOR EVERY ACTIONS TAKEN BY ME WERE MY OWN RESPONSIBILITY! I SHALL BEAR ALL THE CONSEQUENCES AND FACE IT AS THE WAY IT IS.

BYE

Day 4

2010-09-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

Day 4 : Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. knape duet asek tak cukop?

2. bile anak sedare i nak kua?

3. knape bonus sikit jek? duet raya pon kne cut off..lari bajet

4. dah tak sabar nk pakai baju raya..haha

5. knape esok kne keje lagi? aaaaaaaaaaa!!!

6. tak sabar nak balik raya bakar lemang, masak dodol, buat rendang, masak ketupat! eventhough i do not consume all those high colestrol food. ahahah

7. raya kali ni cam tak bes jek sebab tak de boipren. TAKPE! next year saya akan pastikan saya akan mempunyai FUTURE HUSBAND utk raya tahun depan! wahahaha!

bye

Day 3

2010-09-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Day 3 : Eight ways to win your heart.

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5. S

6. E

7. L

8. F

Just be yourself.
I will like u, fancy u, love u for who u r.
No need to describe all sorts and wats not.

Day 2

2010-09-03T18:41:00.000-07:00

Day 2 : Nine things about yourself.

uno. baru je bagi duet raya kepada adik adik sepupu semalam. perasaan memberi duet raya sama seperti perasaan sudah bersedia untuk berkahwin. ho ho ho.

dos. mempunyai bilangan jerawat yang tidak termampu dibilang dek jari. mungkin hormon perempuan baru datang. waktu zaman remaja tadek plak jerawat tu nak datang. dah tua tua ni baru nak timbul. selain itu, aku juga baru mengerti ape itu kesakitan period cramp. sakit ya ampun! so betul lah kata mama, hormon perempuan ku baru nak aktif. cit!

tres. merasakan bahawa diri ini sudah dewasa. sudah hampir setahun bergelar pekerja. sudah hampir setahun membayar duet kereta sendiri. sudah hampir setahun memberi duet bulanan kepada ibu bapa. sudah hampir setahun belajar bertanggungjawab terhadap diri sendiri.

cuatro. jika anda bermain kutu dalam jumlah duet yang besar dan bilangan peserta kutu yang banyak, jangan jadi peserta yang pertama. singkirkan jauh jauh perangai anda yang gila nak shopping megasale raya di butik zara mng dan segala bagai. SINGKIRKAN! JIKA TIDAK ANDA AKAN MENYESAL! haru biru aku nak membayor duet kutu time turn org laen! uwaaaa!

cinco. mempunyai masalah split personality. pada satu masa boleh menjadi seorang mak tiri yang super garang super fierce! tapi pada satu masa pula boleh menjadi seorang yang kuat merengek dan kuat merajuk. i dont even get it with myself!

seis. seorang yang super ego. mempunyai masalah mahu menang dalam segala gala hal. kalau bergaduh pula sangat sukar utk mengaku silap dan meminta maaf.

tujuh. *dah taktau spanish dah* skang ni aku tak pose. hahahaha!

lapan. aku dah tadek idea nak tulis ape.

sembilan. oh sebelum mengakhiri coretan. saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN !!!

Day 1

2010-09-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

Day 1 : Ten things you want to say to ten different people.

1. lady gaga..u r a freak..i hate ALL OF YOUR VC..half naked women+sex manipulation=rubbish VC!! plus u r ugly..but your talent isnt!

2. muben: watched he's just not that into you..n i guess this time you r right! totally! semua wanita dan lelaki dipersilakan menonton cerita ini..it's about relationship..yg konon konon hati batu tu sile lah jugak tgk..sesuai utk para hati bunga dan hati batu..trust me! u will think of your very own relationship status once u watched the movie..it's like a love guru for me!

3. nenek n atok: nexwik pas keje ijah balik! first time nak bagi duet raya kat adik adik sepupu..nenek n atok pon dapat jugak tau! hek hek!

4. din beramboi! balik la cepat!!!

5. ria, zaireen n nad..bile nak shopping zleqha n girlish talk? shahirawati tamao join ke?

6. rashdan n hanif: kak ijah bagi duet raya nnt jgn byk complain..terima dgn redha jek! huh! byk cekadak kang aku pang sekor sekor

7. akira toriyama! tenkyu for your dragon ball comics...i lob u lah! ur comics inspires me in so many way!

8. badrul afrizal: sori sebab aku selalu lupe bawak henset pegi keje..haha!

9. along! ijah nak duet raya! i dont care! i want 10 ringget from you! plus i have been window shopping for baju baby n stroller for my anak sedare..mommy cant wait to see u!!

10. i am sorry for being such a sulker. selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. u know who u r.

esok pulak day 2...tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

ONE DAY ONE POST

2010-09-03T01:20:00.000-07:00

Sebab aku dah mendapat penyakit kegeringan idea untuk menulis...here goes some idea from my fren..shapohols..minah ni banyak jek idea die..whereas for me..NADA! hehe..so sha! tq for your help..baru ingt nk kuburka je blog nih...

Day 1 : Ten things you want to say to ten different people.

Day 2 : Nine things about yourself.

Day 3 : Eight ways to win your heart.

Day 4 : Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day 5 : Six things that you wish you had never done.

Day 6 : Five people who mean a lot to you.

Day 7 : Four turn offs.

Day 8 : Three turn ons.

Day 9 : Two smileys that describes your life right now.

Day 10 : One confession.

ONE DAY ONE POST

tjantek

2010-08-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

TJANTEK ART BISTRO

the food?

mixed salad

salmon steak

fruit punch

fret not! i consider them SEDAP! a bit pricey though..suits its quality..

the atmosphere?

music . art . talk

architecture asia front cover! well done!

so now? who wants to join me?

boy...balik la umah...

2010-08-16T09:46:00.000-07:00

a quickie!!

waktu kecik kecik..aku dpt adik lelaki. sebab kan perangai aku mmg macam budak lelaki dari kecik. so aku rase blessed sbb ade geng aka pengikut. ade geng lawan pedang. geng maen bulldozer. geng maen bow n arrow *abes lipstick mama sbb kitorg conteng satu badan konon konon amek feel jadi red indian* geng cukur bulu kening separuh sbb testing gillette ayah. geng tgk wrestling n applikasi kan wrestling terhadap diri masing masing. geng kejar anak ayam n lari lintang pukang kne kejar ngn mak ayam..geng maen pingpong buatan sendiri..geng jahanamkan motor honda cup atok..geng maen mercun sampai nyorok dalam longkang pasal polis buat spot cek..geng panjat pokok smpai badan berbirat kne gigit kerengga..geng menggelepar nak mandi hujan pakai spender jek..geng susah mati kene pukol ngn mama n ayah pasal kes buang pemadam dalam longkang..geng bace komik siap jadi narrator *kitorg paham bahasa planet nameck..pokpurnga..pipiriktparo!!* geng cakap bahasa F sbb org laen dalam rumah sume tak paham..hanya aku n die je paham bahasa F ni..

sekarang....

adik aku dapat sambung study. UMP JUGAK! walaupon dekat. tapi die balik jarang jarang. kadang kadang duduk rumah pon bosan. sbb tadek geng nak ketawa ketawa. nak sedeh sedeh. rindu nak bebel bebel. rindu nak mengamok ngamok. rindu nak baling baju dari tingkat atas smpai tingkat bawah. rindu nak drive in mc d malam malam bute. rindu nak nyanyi lagu shaolin kung fu hey..ho ho yeah..rindu nak bahan suara katak demam die..rindu nak dgr die cakap ok ok ok ok ok kalo kne ugutan..rindu nak dengar die maki aku kalo amek sos kicap cicah cendawan lebeh lebeh..rindu nak dgr die maki masakan aku tak sedap..*aku masih kecik ati sbb mu tak makan mee bandung aku!*

boy...balik la rumah.....

forever 21 !!!

2010-08-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

FASHION ALERT

aku da ade byk sangat baju plain plain...asal masuk mng ngn zara jek baju plain jek..motif nak baju matang matang..konon terserlah kewanitaan..tapi kalo da masuk forever 21!! die punye aura laen sket tau..tibe tibe jek rase cam nak lompat lompat atas awan..sebab color combination die sgt ummmph!! plus rege die mughoh lagi!! warning! sila jangan ikut aku masuk F21 sebab kalo masuk konpom berjam jam..haruslah anda jgn mengacau aku menjamu mata kalau tamao kene marah! so duk diam diam tahu! heppp!!

this one i beli 2 months ago..only wear it once

yg ni pon colorful sangat sangat!

tibe tibe i rase cam nak makan limau sunkist!

so now dah decide! tops ini akan dipakai time nak pegi corporate buka puasa event..dgn harapan boleh ketemu jodoh! hehehhe..baju da striking kalo tak jumpe jodoh gak memang haru!!

gaul!

2010-07-31T21:47:00.001-07:00

zaireen da kawen! congrats!!! first gaul yg da kawen...jgn lupe bace wish aku kat kad tu tau! hihihihi! semoga cepat cepat dapat baby comel! nnt bole dapat duet raya! hehehhe

malam akad nikah

menjoyahkan diri

darlings !!

kesayangan

not worth it

2010-07-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

I always do this. I always screw things up. I always make a big deal out of the smallest things. I don’t know why I get so upset over such insignificant matters. And honestly, if I look at it objectively, I can see how foolishly it is that I’m acting. It doesn’t matter, though. Because objectivity is not my reality. Far from it. What I feel is never objective and I don’t think it ever will be.

I’ve always been insecure and I’m used to it by now. Like, it doesn’t hurt me. Usually. But when that insecurity is directly tied to you, it hurts like hell. And I wish it didn’t. And it’s all my fault. I bring it upon myself and then I ruin things.

I’m sorry I get so upset.
I’m sorry I’m such a cow when I do.
I’m truly sorry, I’m not just saying that.

And I know that I should change, and I do try in my own way… But… I don’t think I’ll ever succeed. I don’t think I’ll ever be logical and strong. When it comes to you I’ll always be vulnerable and messed up. And honestly, I’m expecting you to give up on me very soon.

They always do.
They all give up on me.
And it’s all my fault.

I’m just not worth it all.

QURSI'S miracle

2010-07-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

Kisah benar ini berlaku di US.

Ia tentang seorang wanita dari Malaysia yang bekerja di US. Dia memakai tudung dan memiliki akhlak yang
bagus.

Suatu malam perempuan ini dalam
perjalanan balik ke rumah dari tempat kerjanya. Kebetulan dia mengambil jalan singkat untuk pulang. Jalan
yang diambil pula agak tersorok dan
tidak banyak orang yang lalu lalang pada masa itu.

Disebabkan hari yang agak sudah lewat,
berjalan di jalan yang agak gelap sebegitu membuatkan dia agak gelisah dan rasa
takut. Lebih-lebih lagi dia berjalan
bersaorangan.

Tiba-tiba dia nampak ada seorang lelaki (kulit putih Amerika) bersandar di dinding di tepi lorong
itu. Dia sudah mula rasa takut dan tak
sedap hati. Apa yang dia boleh buat waktu tu adalah berdoa ke hadrat Allah memohon keselamatan atas dirinya. Dia baca
ayat Kursi dengan penuh pengharapan agar
Allah membantu dia disaat itu.

Masa dia melepasi tempat lelaki itu
bersandar, dia sempat menoleh dan dapat mengecam muka lelaki itu. Nasib
baik lelaki itu buat tidak endah dan
perempuan ini selamat sampai ke
rumahnya.

Keesokkan paginya, wanita ini terbaca dalam akhbar yang seorang perempuan telah dirogol oleh seorang lelaki
yang tidak dikenali dekat lorong yang
dia jalan semalam hanya 10 minit selepas dia melintasi lorong tersebut. Muslimah ini yakin benar lelaki kulit putih
yang dia lihat semalam adalah perogol
itu.

Atas rasa tanggungjawab dia terus ke balai polis dan buat aduan. Wanita ni dapat mengenalpasti suspek
melalui kawad cam dan selepas siasatan
dilakukan, polis dapat bukti bahawa lelaki tersebut adalah perogol yang dicari.

Tapi perempuan ini hairan juga kenapa lelaki tadi tak jadikan dia mangsa ketika dia melalui lorong tersebut
walhal dia keseorangan di masa tu,
tetapi lelaki tadi rogol perempuan yang lalu selepas dia. Wanita ini nak
tahu sangat sebabnya. Jadi dia minta
kebenaran polis untuk bercakap dengan perogol
tadi sebelum hukuman dijatuhkan (sebelum lelaki tadi di bawa ke
tempat lain).

Dia pun tanya perogol itu..

“Why don’t you do anything to me on that
night even though you know that I’m alone?”
(Kenapa awak tak buat apa-apa kat saya
malam tu walaupun awak tau saya seorang je masa
tu?)

Perogol tu jawab:

“No, you are not alone. That night I saw
two young man walking with you. One on your right side and the other one
was by your left side. If you were alone
of course you will be my victim.”
(Tak, awak bukan berseorangan. Malam tu
saya nampak ada 2 orang lelaki berjalan dengan
awak. Seorang sebelah kanan awak dan sorang lagi sebelah kiri awak.
Kalaulah awak sorang2 malam tu, sudah
pasti awak jadi mangsa saya..)

Wanita ni rasa amat terkejut bila dengar
penjelasan perogol tu. Dia bersyukur ke hadrat
Allah kerana memelihara dia malam itu, mungkin juga berkat ayat Kursi
yang dia baca malam itu.

p/s : MORAL CERITA INI???

Jika kita sebagai hambaNya menurut
segala perintah dan meninggalkan segala laranganNya, Dia pastinya akan sentiasa dekat dengan kita dan
memelihara kita. Wanita tadi
pertama-tamanya menutup aurat di US dan memang seorang yang menjaga
batas-batas yang ditetapkan Islam.
Mungkin dua orang lelaki yang menemani wanita itu adalah malaikat yang diutuskan Allah untuk menjaga
hambaNya yang sentiasa ingat akan
diriNya.

"...Barang siapa membaca ayat Kursi apabila berbaring di tempat tidurnya,Allah mewakilkan 2 orang Malaikat
memeliharanya hingga subuh. Barang siapa
yang membaca ayat al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya Allah berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya ..."
[Dari Abdullah bin ‘Amr r.a.]

Sebuah kisah benar yang sangat sangat menarik pada pandangan ku...
semoga kite semua mendapat pengajaran dan ilmu yang bermanfat...
sebagai hamba kita seharusnya percaya dengan kemampuan senjata orang mukmin iaitu DOA….

semoga kita sentiasa dipeliara Allah dari
kejahatan syaitan yang di rejam…….

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this is long...

2010-07-21T03:12:00.000-07:00

i promise u..this is long..

nampak tak sign kat atas tu sign ape? itu tanda sign venus..normal venus sign takkan ade tanda penumbuk in between the circle..tapi this time ade penumbuk..means seorang perempuan *yang tak datang period* tapi nk mengamuk mengalahkan the hulk! perempuan ini da taknak jadi jigglypuff..die nak jadi she hulk kaler pink! cume yg tak bes nye she hulk tu ade genetik kaler hijau! haihhh..redha!

abaikan tuuut tuuut she hulk nih..mencolok mata sungguh! Nauzubillah!! * kate la jeles!! *

serious mode on..
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i am sick n fed up with my work place..wats with all these guys huh? they dont respect me..i know i am harsh n my attitude doesnt resemble any kind of womanhood..tp please! RESPECT SKET BOLE! panggil aku lelaki la..ajak maen bola la..ajak isap rokok la..they dont consider me as a woman at all..fuck! aku benci! ko nak aku panggil korang bapok ke? korang sedap mengata aku..aku penah mengata korang ke? aku penah kutuk fizikal korang ke? aku tak suke kutuk orang ok! mulut aku ye laser! tapi aku takkan hina orang..sbb aku tak perfect! korang perfect sgt ke? NABI YANG MAKSUM PON TAK KUTUK ORANG! aku rela tak kawen dari kawen ngn lelaki perangai macam bagus nih. naseb baek aku tak berapa rapat ngn korang..kalo tak da lame aku skolah kan sekor sekor..dapat penumbuk atas batang idung satu das pon sedap gak! takpon starlight atas dahi! please ok please! i dont consider urself as a well behave gentleman if u dont even show any remorse respect towards women. u all r nothing but rubbish!

ok. fullstop!
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i have one weakness. my weakness is kuat sebok hal orang. in this case i will sebok sebok pasal the one yg close with me..maybe my act shows my stupidity..tapi kan..org pempuan kot..suke pok pek pok pek..actually its not at all bout being busy body..but this is more to show my concern..tp jadah ape ko nk concern pasal org? u dont own people.. so stop jadi control freak..nak tunggu kne tengking dlu baru nk diam kot..nk kne air mate begenang baru nk nyesal..tu la padan muke ko! suke sgt eh sebok..komplen sane..komplen sini..grow up! nobody likes to listen to ur nagging..dah gaye mak orang kot asek beleter jek..now i know im so kepochi n mak nenek..so there u are..muhasabah diri balik..kne jadi matang..jgn merengek rengek..jgn cari pasal..jgn cari gado..kalo org nk buat pape..biarkan..masing masing da besar kan..da tua..da pandai pk..Mahfuzah Mansor! diri awak sndri pon tak lepas lagi..so jgn nk jadi bossy! bear that in mind! awak buat hal sendri jek..awak fokus je buat keje..awak jgn nk kecik ati..ati awak tadek sape pon nak jage..awak kan iron lady..ati superduplex stainless steel..awak tak leh nangis dlm toilet..awak kne kuat! super kuat! kate rockstar! so...as from now on..i've made up my mind..i need to shut my mouth a bit..people wont be annoyed n so my heart wont fell all over the places. shattered like a broken glass.

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tragedi oktober da abes

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skang masuk berita hepi hepi jek
* pasang lagu barney pulak *
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my sister is pregnant..i am going to be an aunt!! soon enuff sume org bole panggil mak ngah jah..ke aunt ja? mane lagi glam? tak pon bole panggil i mummy..hohohoho...OKLAH! panggil i MUMMY..i will treat the baby as my own..as my blood..seriously bile dpt tau the news from my sister..i was jumping! super joy! tak sabar nk shopping baju baby..nk blaja pegang baby..nk mandikan..nk bagi makan nestum..nk tuka pampers..hohohohoho! *the fact that i dont wanna get married since i dont believe in everafter concept anymore. plus i am very happy living single like this. Btw please la jgn tanye aku bile nak cari boyfriend baru. cukopla tiap tiap ari kne pressure ngn parents sndri. i dont need any strangers to play that part too. Mahfuzah skang bukan Mahfuzah yg dulu. 2 minggu clash tros couple ngn orang lain. NO! this is a new me. i love being alone until God-knows-when. so dont ask me any shitty question like that ever again!! *

After all..shit happens..u can juz wipe the poop away..hahaha! MUMMY IN THE MAKING!

akibat 10ketul biskut

2010-07-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

know wat. i have this enormous gigantic apptetite. i mean really BIIIIIIIIIGGGGG !! yesterday i ate like alot! two plates of nasi..one plate of mee curry...lots of durian...lots of manggis n lots of rambutan...all in one tummy...well my case..four tummies or perfectly well known as perut lembu.

as a result..today i went all the way to yak yak n vomitting non stop. heh! padan muke ko! sape swoh makan like there's no tomorrow...then ape lagi..."mama...ijah sakit..wuuuuu" dayum...a 24years old "woman" who calls for her mom whenever she fell sick..camno tu? duduk lagi bawah ketiak mak...heh! i cannot get married untill i overcome my manja..ironlady kejadah??!!

takjub den tengok durian bole petik macam tu jo!

pi.es sokmo: pasni i have to watch my appetite...pinky swear!~*tipu tipu! pinky swear pon nak tulis kecik kecik*

adinda

2010-07-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

kawan saye da kawen. congrates to her! walopon agak menggila time betunang..akhirnye semua nye ok in the end! good for her..kalo tak aku bekhen da minah nih! huhuhuh..btw aku kenal izah ni time same same jadi linesman utk badminton national cup kt kuantan nih...tup tap smpai skang baek...hehehe..well we dont need thousand years to fall in love with one personality...only in a glimpse of an eye je kite da tau yg kite bole ngam! bole masuk ngn die..juz as me n izah n capien n ZILA! heheheh..cepat cepat la jadi mak buyung ye! tak sabar nk jadi aunt..=)

senyuman seorang ratu cantik

btw enjoy this video...Adinda by LAH ve

edisi telebeh rajin

2010-07-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

sambal sotong terbaik

baby cabbage..the greener the merrier

ikan bakar sambal tempoyak

teraaaa!

dont mess with pujah!

pi.es: in a nutshell...my husband MUST KNOW how to siang ikan belakang n MUST KNOW how to use bottle/can opener. *bepeluh aku nk membukak botol kicap*

saye lah ratu cantik !!!

2010-07-15T09:57:00.001-07:00

HAI KAWAN KAWAN!!!

aku ade masalah. masalah aku senang jek. AKU NAK TUKA PEEL AKU. ye. aku buang tebiat!

setelah di maki berkati kati oleh ibu dan bapak. aku mengambil keputusan untuk menjadi...

LEBIH SOPAN
LEBIH AYU
LEBIH LEMAH LEMBUT
LEBIH KEWANITAAN
LEBIH KEMELAYUAN

im saying goodbye to...

GILA TAK MATANG
kasar nak mati
bak kata bos "PUJAH ROCKSTAR"
pen-cubet berjaya
peng-pow terakus

harus transformerskan diri secepat mungkin demi mencari bakal suami yg boleh bagi duet minyak...haih! KENAPA HARGA MINYAK NAIK?? BADIGOL!!

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RATU CANTIK MODE ACTIVATED!

a quickie!

2010-07-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

a quickie!

in a hotel room somewhere in lumut perak

tomorrow i am having meeting with technical personnels aka client from kencana hl. hopefully dpt mencuci mata bertemu engineer hensem n kaya! meow!~

ate seafoods juz now. they taste as good as tg lumpur's seafood. cheapo also. my tummy is so full it can explode...takpe takpe..bole jadi gem gem..gemok penyayang! hihihihi

going to eat mee udang tomorrow..nyummy! Allergies! please go away!

today- know lotsa things bout married people attitude. somehow i think that married people talks a lot of dirty word. euwwww!~

friday- attending a friend solemnization.

saturday- attending friend's kenduri kawen.

misae-sorry for my absentees on ur engagement day! i promise i'll make it up to u somehow. congrats for getting married on february 2011!! i am happy for u dear!! aku bagi adiah set pisau okeh?

still in shocked by the news that one of my friend is getting engaged..erk!

overall...i still dont think its time for me to find a new love nest..no no..not now!

hehe. ok then. have to read lotsa documents. iron lady mode on!

pssst: wat cud have been sexier n juicier? a white shirt + lousy torn jeans + long messy haired man with fuller abs and a guitar in hand! plus the sound of an angel. JUSTIN NOZUKA! MARRY ME !!

I am too sexy

2010-07-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

ini dia pilihan saya!

ok bye! KROH!

gaul ke tak gaul?

2010-07-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

salam....

lately ni ade banyak issue melibatkan kawan kawan surrounding. mcm ni lah. aku perhati. aku fahami. aku tafsir. aku buat kesimpulan.

1) kadang kadang kita rasa kita bes. tapi seeloknya jika kita diamkan sahaja kebes-an kite. mungkin bukan semua org suke. kalau nak cerita jugak, wajarlah jika anda tahu mengatur ayat. takut nanti nampak riak. bila dah riak, ade orang akan muak. bila orang muak, orang akan berkata kata samada sedar ataupon tak. dan bila orang mengata. timbullah krisis seperti sekarang. kadang kadang org akan ingt ape yg kita cakap. dan bila benda tak jadi, orang akan memandang enteng dan sinis kepada kita.

2)kita juga wajar mendiamkan diri. mungkin cara kite meng-sarcasm kan diri tidak sesuai. kata kata itu lebih tajam dari parang. jika kita tidak suka, bagi nasihat secara halus. kalau tak makan nasihat jugak, doa kan yg terbaik utk kawan kita. kalau takboleh doa jugak, kite wat derk je lah. mungkin sahabat terapat wajar memainkan peranan dalam menasihati aka slow talk. kawan kawan yg tak berapa rapat kalau tahu mcm mane nk tackle pon ok jugak. asalkan jgn ade yg berkecil hati. sbb bila dah berkecil hati mcm sekarang, it wont be easy to forget.

3)sebagai seorang lelaki, anda sepatutnya lebih matang. jika pernah wujud masalah antara teman teman. anda harus menjadi si pendamai. seorang lelaki itu lebih baik mendiamkan diri dan berfikir. bukan join sama orang orang pempuan pot pet pot pet. paham paham jelah orang pempuan ni panjang akalnye sejengkal. jadi jangan lah anda menambah kuah dalam nasi sehingga banjir. mencari salah silap dan bukannya mencari jalan penyelesaian. anda tahu masalah ini akan berpanjangan. jadi bertindaklah dengan lebih matang dan lebih bijak. hubungan sebagai rakan baik sudah menjadi keruh. aku percaya masalah ini harus diselesaikan melalui orang terapat *dalam hal ini pernah rapat*. mcm aku cakap. heart to heart.

4)aku pon ada buat salah. aku mengaku, aku ada mengata di belakang belakang. sebab kadang kadang perkara yg ko buat mendatangkan kemeluatan kepada semua orang. aku minta maaf kalo ko terasa. tp aku tak nak tgk menda ni panjang panjang. semua orang ada silap masing masing.

5)kita sume da besar panjang. bak kata mak aku. atas bawah dah berbulu. jadi sebelum buat pape. kite pk dlu. jgn da kne sedebik baru nk terngadah. kawan ni biar bawak smpai ke mati. tak bes le gado gado. ingat..kite ni hidup berkomuniti. bermasyarakat. ade org kate kubur masing masing. kubur kau kubur kau. kubur aku kubur aku. kalau mcm tu tanggapan nye. kau mandilah mayat sendri sendri. jgn harap orang mandikan mayat ko. oleh itu, sangatlah penting jika kite hidup bermuhibah.

pasni kite kne wat aktiviti meluahkan perasaan sambil keliling unggun api dan bbq! mesti kenyang perut sekor sekor.

p.s: mampus aku kne bambu ngn sume orang pasni. peace peace kacang peace! aaaaaaaa....lariiiiiiii!

ikhlas dari,

-DR LOVE-

confession

2010-07-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

what was i supposed to do? i heard things i dont wanna believe..i wasnt ready for that..i was utterly shocked..i was trembling..i got cold feet..my eyes were almost in tears..i guess everybody made their mistakes..n wats most important is they are willingly to come clean n be honest..i wont make any judgement..i am nobody..i am not perfect myself..as wat i knoe..u r still a good human being..Allah wont leave u..it is our responsibility to find His course..may life treats u kind..InshaAllah

pengharapan dan cita cita masa depan

2010-07-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

juz now i was busy blog shopping n facebooking...suddenly, my fren ask me, esok PAC kan? yep...dah isi soalan? hoi ade soalan ke?

isi tempt kosong yek!

1) BAKAT: *kejadah ko nak swoh aku tulis bakat ? gileeeee... *

jawapan skema: kepimpinan dan toleransi, semangat kerja berpasukan, komunikasi dan interaksi, ambitious..ability to work under pressure..

WTF...tertulis english daaa...

jawapan btol btol: menyanyi karaoke 3jam tanpa henti, begado 24jam tanpa henti dan tidak dilupakan beleter kalao ade 25 jam pon 25jam jugak beleter

2)PENGHARAPAN DAN CITA CITA MASA DEPAN: *30 minit gak pk nak tulis ape*

jawapan skema:

saya ingin mencari kepuasan bekerja.yang dpt mengeluarkan daya kreativiti dan imaginasi dlm memimpin, membuat keputusan dan melaksanakan kerja. harapan saya adalah golongan muda diberi kebebasan dalam melakukan tugas. cita cita saya adalah untuk menjadi paling berjaya dalam masa 10 tahun akan datang.PALING BERJAYA!

jawapan btol btol bukan chobaaan: *tak smpai 5saat bole pk dgn jayanyeeee*

it was supposed to be

my ambition is to be a successful bright woman, being a super mom with 5 cute kiddo aaaaaaaanndd being able to go to africa to watch wild life.

kesimpulannya: buat essay english lagi senang dari buat karangan bm...HEADACHE!

patrick hepi..mr bobo pon hepi

2010-06-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

hello.. arini aku sgt telebeh rajin.. bangon tido jek tros masak... kemas umah.. sapu sampah sume lah.. menu masakan arini pon sedap.. sambal sotong + mix vege + tempoyak ikan tenggiri.. mama cakap sume sedap.. pass!

next! aku kemas bilik aku yg mcm tongkang pecah tuh.. berjaya clearkan sume baju baju yg tamao pakai dah.. n bejaya susun baju baju ikut kaler.. hikhik.. berjaya juga mengenal pasti baju yg tak penah pakai langsong (-_-)".. berjaya mensetelkan henbeg henbeg yg bertaburan.. berjaya kemas shawl shawl yang berserakan.. pendek kata, mission arini sgt terlaksana!

patrick dan mr bobo sangaaaaat hepi :8)

patrick dan mr bobo pasti akan mendapat tido yg nyenyak tanpa sebarang gangguan nyamuk:8)

p/s: pasni bil letrik melambung pasal asek duk pasang bola bola api neh..mueheheh

tenggelam timbul

2010-06-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

Hell-O there! Arini nak taip panjang sket la.. Tonite i wanna share my training experience. Awesomeness!! BOSET stands for Basic Offshore Safety Emergency Training. Ni bukan training kat laut dalam ye. Held in training center somewhere in KL. My company sent two trips consists of technical personnel.. I was in the second trips. My grupmate were so gila gila.. Nak wat camne, we are crazy bunch of young engineers. Seryes punye gileeeeeee..Syiok maaa!

Ape yg bes nye, the training was all about getting soaked, wet and sweat! Wet as if really WET!! For those who were unable to swim, fret not! they will provide u with safety jacket. Well actually safety jacket is a compulsary for everyone. So jgn wisau. Trainer pon ade kalo kalo kita tetelan air ke..telemas ke..the most important thing is JANGAN GELABAH! I repeat..DO NOT PANIC!

4days hard training on sea survival..malang seribu kali malang...i dont take pictures during my training since nobody wud entertain us on camwhoring..pulak tu participants were all male..mestilah dorang rase jelik jek tgk ade pempuan tegedik gedik tgkp gamba wat mulot itik, mulot ikan sume tu kan. JADAH! so sgt sede la sbb kureng gamba..kang tekene air lingkup duet bapak aku nk kne beli camera baru kan? *Duet bapak jugaaaaak*

So these were among the training:

swing rope. alah..lompat tali jek..n utk time landing dari barge ke platform..sonang baitu...tapi wat if laut tu berombak? tekucil gak aku...tensyen naek mende ni sbb swing rope tu tinggi sgt..aku kan pendek..so susah nk lompat..hukhuk

transfer basket...usage is for our mobility..tips: behold to your rope..itulah satu satunye talian hayat coz platform are so freakishly tinggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....if u happened to be gayat...don ever look down! ever!

terjun tiruk! ketinggian terjunan sebanyak 10kaki...participants were given two choices...lompat 10kaki..or lompat 5kaki..i chose that bloody 10 feet..bole kate as if aku lompat dari tingkat dua rumah aku masuk ke dlm air yg bergelora..dayum i was scared...my leg were trembling all over the places..tapi nak wat cmno...sume org laki tejun yg tinggi...maruah beb! doesnt mean kite pempuan kite kne jadi lembik! pahem?

huddle position: macam bangang! seryes menggigil...imagine la..one whole day dalam pool...abes lemak lemak tebakar...wats with the swimming..ombak ombak lagi la..PONEK!! time huddle ni jugakla aku telah dinodai...ok la..the main objective is to GENERATE HEAT! teknik ape lagi generate heat? bahu ke bahu la deyyy! takpe takpe..i understood..dlm air nk kne kumpol ramai2..ko nak haba kan? amek ko aku tekucil..haba tuuuuuhhhh....wakakakkaka!

ko raba aku tadi ye bang? amek ko! aku bagi haba aku!

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Last but not least...the most scariest..adventurest..dangerous..death inviting...Helicopter Underwater Escape Training (HUET)...hello? helicopter? underwater? eh eh! helicopter is supposed to be up in the air..why in the world are they combining the word helicopter and underwater together? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

HELICOPTER=AIR (CORRECTO)

HELICOPTER = UNDERWATER (LOCO!!!!!!)

my closest friends confirm da tau..i am the type yg tak boleh tgk air...asal nampak air jek nak jadi dugung! backflip ke front flip ke? sume aku leh buat...means i love water so soo much! tp this type of water activity! HECK NO! this is not scary! this is terrifying! horror! sumpah aku tak berani..i was so silent all the time...sbb tepk how is it possible for me to do this? gile ke? dahla helicopter tu masuk dalam air..then die capsize (terbalik) kan pulak heli tuh! the worst part is we have to hentak tingkap heli tu in so that we can get our ass off from the sinking heli! HOMAIGOD! cuak nauzubillah tu tuhan je lah tahu!

sinking heli + capsizing + crash the window = FEAR FACTOR!!!!!!!!

sinking heli

heli being capsized

what R u wating for? GET THE HELL OUT !!

sekian dari balai berita melaporkan!

napsu shaitonirojim episode finale!

2010-06-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

Ya...I know! I know! napsu shaitnirojim btol kan? ok this will be my last update for tonite (please be at ease)...a quick update on shoes n heels...totally gorge! adorbs! wat else can iI say? I cannot buy shoes online... demmit I have such a small feet...size 4! if it's going to be heels, than size 3 is my size...can u see? quite troublesome for me to get a new pair of shoe..n also pants..coz in the end I have to cut off the pants...thats why I have less pants and shoes compared to tops...Oh thank you lord! What if I have ideal size of feet and slightly longer n freakin hot legs? can u inagine? pecah la gobok aku!

told ya! I have this huuggeeee and deeeep fancy thingy towards nude pastel color! haih!

now this is something different! see the color! muahahah! NAK!!!

well dont worry... I can buy all of this stuff using my own money! I dont need any man to pay for me! not now..not ever!

p.s: I may look dumb, immature, young, spoilt and shit but I am sure as heck smarter than I look.

napsu shaitonirojim episode dos!

2010-06-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

i know i have lotsa handbags..but then the color is not enuf..plus my blue n black in color handbags are already worn out...seryes!! i need to add and justify some colors!

pinky swear?

turquoise anyone?

or blackie?

also need your judgement! comprende?

napsu shaitonirojim episode uno!

2010-06-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

tamak haloba! napsu serakah tahap shaitonirojim!

Fashion is soo addictive! And what do i do when i need the treatment? I go shopping! Dayum why in the world do they create world wide web??Heck i really need to meet some therapist! PRONTO!

rm 35 only!

polka dot dot dot! pon 35hengget je senah!

stripey lah pulak..this one is quite pricey...rm60

same gak price 60hengget...geget jari haku!

maxi for rm60 only..i was drooling seeing this..unluckily! sold out! dayum!

sold out also but i juz love the vibe!

need ur help and assistance..which one is worth buying?

saye suke kawen..tapi saye tak nak kawen..hekhek!

2010-06-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

hai kawan kawan! kawan kawan tahu tak? tak tahu kan? hahaha. KAKAK SAYA KAWEN LA!!!

knape dah 2minggu baru nk updet blog? pasal nak tunggu gmba lawa laaa...koh koh koh!

well actually its 1202 am in the morning...so i cudnt write anymore since i have to wake up early in the morning...so here are few pics for your view..my fave!

abaikan dabel chin aku tu! ye aku da bejaya menambah berat kepada 47kg!!!

later i'll update with the stories keyh!

kesimpulannye: kakak aku pas kawen betambah matang! HUIYYOOOO!

for ayah

2010-06-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap.
When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.
When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.
When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

appreciate your father before Allah takes him away from you!

ayah..i love u

love,

ijah

saye suke haiwan pink!

2010-05-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

hai kawan kawan!

lame kan saye tak hapdet belog saye? ok..FYI! saye super busy..busy meronggeng dengan 2 best buddy saye..si tua dan si stephen chow-wannabe..saye rase dorang ni macam soulmate saye dekat tempat keje..kalau saye stress..saye akan borakborakborakborakborak ngn si tua n stephen chow-wannabe..lepas balik keje, kami akan stret pegi swimming..lepas swimming kami akan makanmakanmakanmakan..*tu pasal saye tak kurus kurus* ah sudahla dengan diet baju pengapit itu! semuanya tak boleh pakai! saye memang GEMOK! noktah! ok sambung balik! kalau tak swimming kami akan dezzzzaaaaaappp pegi tgk wayang..and then kami akan karaoke sambil lompat lompat atas kerusi...*obviously hanya saye sorang la yg lompat sbb dorang ni sume nye tingg 180++*..karaoke ngn dorang super bes since kalau lagu diet mesti saye dpt pegang mike..*eh bongek gile kau typo duet jadi diet! nmpk sgt ko loser diet! erk sori teremo* ok sambung balik! lagipon saye sgt kagum sbb ade org yg boleh kalahkan takhta gila kuasa karaoke saye..gila kuasa smpai bole berebut mike dgn saye..berani kau rampas mike haku??!! seryes sangat kagum (*_*)"..memangla kagum sbb yg buat perangai ni si tua umo 28taon tu!! kalo dorang bedua begabung tenaga beduet pon dorang nyanyi lagu back street boys! wakakaka...muke je pecah rumah! nyanyi lagu boyband! sengal sumenye! ape yg bes pasal dorang..is sangat sangat sangat sangat masuk kepala..masuk kepala tahap kalau nak lunch tu mesti kne tunggu sorang lagi..saye letakkan kami macam 3 stooges..tapi org panggil kami oggy n the cokckroaches..ye..cockroaches yg 3ekor tu kami la tu...*ade ke patot panggil ktorg lipas?*

hnnnssss hnnnnnssss :8(

mulai hari esok! saye da tak akan keluar dgn stooges stooges saye..sbb esok nenek rock dan atok hensem akan datang ke rumah saye yg besepah gila! *ade anak dara pemalas..naseb baek tadi da rasuah kfc satu family swoh tutup mulot jgn beleter* ..semua pon tahu kakak saye nak kawen..so saye akan membzkan diri dgn perkahwinan ini..saye da print sume jenis pelamin feveret saye dgn menggunakan printer colour opis..*saje je ot sbb nak cari material kawen..gile kerjisss*

oleh itu dukacita saya ingin memaklumkan bahawa...selepas ini..saya tidak akan dapat entertain rakan rakan *i heart u* untuk berliburan! kamu tak tahu nenek rock saye is super rock! saye akan menjadi angel depan nenek rock..saye akan bertukar memakai kain batik..menepek bedak sejuk..melipat kain..menyapu sampah..menyediakan makanan...*ini semua akan dilakukan dengan penuh senyuman tanpa sebarang jeritan dan bebelan dari mulut saye* kagum kan? oleh itu saye mengambil inisiatif terakhir ini untuk mengupdate blog saye..even laptop ni cam haram da mati 4kali pasal virus..*last year punye antivirus smpai ke sudah tak reti install..wtf* gigih kan saye?

tips kali ini: jeng jeng jeng!! barang sesiapa yg ingin menjadi husband saye tidak boleh buta it! HARAM!! kire nye husband saye mestilah seorang yg setia menemani saya bermain game pokemon sambil mendengar saye menyanyi lagu tema jigglypuff..bila laptop mampos jek kene terus datang baiki laptop supaya saye bole tamatkan game pokemon ini! geram nye aku tak khatam khatam lagi! da maen 3 jam kot ni! huh!

ok lah! saye nk tido...da penat nyanyi nyanyi lagu jigglypuff...

p.s: jgn lupe saksikan pokemon di astro ceria bermula dari 6jun pukul 12.30tgh *pelis ade ulang tayang malam! pelis pelis pelis..kamu jangan nakal..ku pergi sebentar..bukan untuk curang..woo wooo woooo wtf! *

:8)

2010-05-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

i havent smile wholeheartedly this past few months...this night...i did! tq for making me smile!

saye ngaku saye gatal!

2010-05-06T06:54:00.000-07:00

hai kawan kawan!! *yus raja lawak style*

kawan kawan rindu saye tak? kawan kawan da makan? kawan kawan da gosok gigi? kawan kawan da kawen? tetttt!!

kawan kawan! saya punye kawan kawan da banyak yang bertunang...da banyak yang nak kawen...kawan kawan tau tak kawan kawan saya selalu citer pasal dorang nak kawen...

meh sini saya citer pasal saye pulak...saye nak kawen bulan june tau..jemput la datang..tahun taktau lagi..muahahaha..oklah saya taknak cite pasal kawen...saye nak cite pasal honeymoon..saya gatal kan kawan kawan! hahahaha...mak saya pon kate saya gatal...hikhik..saya ngaku la saya memang gatal tapi kan..tapi kan...tadek orang nak garukan...macam mane? MAJOK LA CAMNI!!

kawan kawan! saya nanti kan...nak honeymoon dekat tahiland...eh silap! thailand! saya nak kawen lari kat golok! bes kan? bes kan? tu la sape swoh mak saye slalu gado ngn saye pasal laen idea wedding kan..saye majok la nak kawen lari!! tapi tadek orang nak kawen lari ngn saya! MAJOK LAGI LAAAA!! saya rasa kalo saya ajak abang mat kawen lari mesti die nak kan?

abg mat lob ijah poreber n eber n eber...muahahaha...SUMPAH COMEL!!

ok ok...saya main main...nanti ade org boikot wedding saye..sobs sobs..*berlalu sudah harapan terakhir saye*

kawan kawan!!

tau tak kat thailand nanti saye nak buat banyak aktiviti yang bes bes...dgn sape? DENGAN MR EVER AFTER LA!!

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BUNGEE JUMPING KAT PHUKET!! time bungee jumping tu nak jerit I LOB U KUAT KUAT..nk swoh pacik pegang tali bungee tu tangkap gmba time tgh lompat...mesti bes kan? time lompat tu bole peluk mr ever after kuat kuat! hik hik hik! gatalnye~~~

pastu kan...saye nak buat aktiviti ni jugak

balloon wedding... :8)
romantik kan? comel kan? suweet kan? konpom bole kene kencing manis kan? hikhikhik!

saye nak SCUBA DIVING dgn mr ever after saye...kt KOK PHI PHI...takpon kt KRABI...da lame tau saye nak scuba diving tapi tadek duet nak amek lesen...wuuuuuu...tu pasal tiap tiap ari saye pegi swimming..yela mane la tau kalo saye lemas kt swimming pool tu tibe tibe ade hero datang selamatkan saye n buat cpr kt saye...so die kene la betanggungjawab sbb die da menodai saye ni...bile saye cakap mcm tu kt mama tros kne marah ngn mama...SAYE MAJOK NGN MAMA! SAYE NAK KAWEN LARI KT GOLOK LAH MACAM NI! HUH!

lagi satu kan...saye nak pg berhibur di waktu malam...tahu tak nak pegi mane? hikhik! saye malu nak cakap laaa.....ok la ok laaaa....saye bitaw eh...

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saye nak pegi tgk PRETTY BOY!!!!

bile saye cakap kt mama kan...bekarung karung saye kne bebel...wuuuu! cian kat saye kan? apela mama saye tu...tak rock n roll langsong...SAYE SERYES NAK KAWEN LARI KT GOLOK!! SAYE SERYES MAJOK NGN MAMA SAYE!!

ok lah! mama da balik beli makanan kat saye...yippieee!!!!

pi.es: clue minggu ini---> sape sape nak jadi mr ever after saye kene ade keberanian tahap mahadewa kaiou untuk bungee jumping, scuba diving dan balloon wedding..takleh penakot! mane la tau time bungee jump tibe tibe tali putus ke...mane la tau time scuba ade IKAN JAWS besar gile nak makan orang...mane la tau tibe tibe hot air balloon tu bocor kne patuk burung ke...n yang paling penting skali kne berani menghadap parang dari papito saye yg mate tebuntang tu sbb berani bawak anak dare die pegi kawen lari kt golok

pi.es no 2: bak kata kawan ku "sayang seribu kali sayang, rupa mu cantik, tapi otak mu mereng" ok aku admit..aku memang mereng sket la kan...tang cantik tu aku no komen lah...*blushing*

no matter

2010-04-25T09:34:00.000-07:00

Marriage is a holly relationship. A ties meant to be bound till your very last breath. The stage that everybody wants to do it right at the right time with the right person. Let me tell you this. I am very scared of not having one. But being scared isn't a reason for you to do it with whoever person that walks into your life. I wont do it blindly. I will do it with the right person. Coz i wont repeat my past mistakes.

Now, if you ask me whether I am prepared of having one. Nope. I dont. Let me assure you that I am one cold blooded mammals. A selfish human being. A control freak. A self obsessed. A grumpy one. In short, I am not fit to have one healthy relationship. Never did. Used to play and goofy around. I was a heart breaker. Indeed, a good one. N I am very truly sorry. I was looking for 'mr perfect'. But I wasn't that perfect either. Again, I am sorry. As for right now, I had successfully being miss solo for a half year. Impressive! Who knows? Maybe I'll go for a year.

I've always lived like this. Keeping a comfortable distance . And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I am content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk. Maybe I know somewhere, deep in my soul, that love can really lasts for a lifetime.

Just give me time. N I will find the right person to start my life with. Maybe not now. But oneday I will find him. He doesn't have to be perfect. I will like him for what he is. I wont change him and be another Miss-Control-Freak. A man who understands me. Who would go bungee jumping for me. Who would be my bodyguard in a rock concert. Who would go for a backpacking round the world. Who stands for hours when I do my shopping therapy even if I dont buy anything. Who indeed become my unofficial financial advisor. Who dont litter. Who will eat popcorn and movie marathon with me on the couch. Who would read books in the middle of the night with me. Who would make me a hot chocolate when I came back late from work. Who would be my bestfriend. Who knows how to put me in silence whenever we are having rows. Who would slap me in the face when I'm being rude. Who wud stand besides me whenever I am at my weakest point. Who would be my teddybear and cuddle me in his arm whenever I feel like crying. Who loves me eternally and decides to put it in a love song. Who shows his love and write it in a letter form. Who would hold my hand from the day first till our last breath. Who will grow old gracefully with me.

No matter how far you are. No matter how long it will take. I'll be waiting. Mr Ever After.

FIN

-Yours Truly-

Mahfuzah Mansor
1.55am
26/4/2010

shopaholic never dies..tp shopaholic nih da down graded sket

2010-04-24T10:40:00.001-07:00

helo helo helo...nak kopi ke milo?

muahahahha
arini aku berjimba dgn rakan rakan gedik sekalian alam ku...kami pg mandi sungai kt sungai lembing!! sempat la isi minyak kt situ..ade seketul jek pam minyak utk the whole town...CUTE WOKEY!! sangat sangat sekolah lama! hikhik! aktiviti mandi yg sangat bes bes bes! makan spageti n puding caramel..masak sndri doww..bole jadi bini org dah..muahahahah

pas tu makan mamak kat khalsa dgn the gauls along with perempuan2 gedik iteww~

then tgk wayang cite the losers...bole tahan bes...hehehhe
n part yg paling bes skali is pegi BUNDLE!!! TERBAEK WOOOO!!! bundle ni gile besar punyerrr...kt area area pantai sepat..hoh! jauh sgt sgt!

gmba fresh lagi nih

saya tau saya flat...ngee=)

opss...teknik penyamaran berkesan giteww? mesti tak nampak kan? kan?

vintage kah?

opss i bukan twin tiz zaqyah..u all da silap orang nih...ngeeee :8)

YA SAYA BELI 8 BAJU DGN HARGE RM20 DAN HENBEG HARGA RM10! MUAHAHAH!

MUAHAHAHAHAH LAGIIIII!

pi.es: harap maaf. penulis agak mereng selepas berenang renang di balik lautan baju bundle..mungkin esok akan pulih seperti sedia kala...sila sila lah doakan agar beliau selamat menjadi normal dan diterima masyarakat kembali..terima kasih daun keladi..laen kali baca lagi. FIN

sujud sahwi

2010-04-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

Sujud syawi adalah nama bagi ‘dua sujud’ yang dilakukan oleh seseorang yang bersolat, untuk menutup kekurangan yang terjadi ketika solat disebabkan terlupa. (Muhammad bin Shalih al-‘Uthaimin, Risalah Sujud Syahwi, Majalah as-Sunnah, Edisi 12/VII/1424H/2004M, m.s. 41)

Menurut Sayyid Sabiq rahimahullah:

Sujud sahwi dilakukan dengan dua kali sujud sebelum atau sesudah salam oleh seseorang yang sedang bersolat. Kedua-dua cara ini memang diajarkan oleh Rasulullah s.a.w. (Sayyid Sabiq, Fiqh Sunnah, jld. 2, m.s. 98)

Perlaksanaan sujud sahwi adalah atas beberapa sebab seperti berikut:
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1 – Penambahan gerakan (al-Ziyadah). Misalnya seseorang menambah jumlah rukuk, sujud, berdiri atau duduknya.

2 – Pengurangan (Naqs). Misalnya seseorang kurang dalam melaksanakan rukun atau hal yang wajib dalam solat.

3 – Mengalami keraguan (syak). Misalnya dia ragu-ragu tentang jumlah rakaat solat samaada tiga atau empat. (Muhammad bin Shalih al-‘Uthaimin, Majmu’ Fatawa: Bab Ibadah, m.s. 382)

Sujud sahwi hanya disyariatkan ke atas kekurangan atau penambahan yang berlaku di dalam solat secara tidak sengaja.

Jika solat seseorang terlebih atau terkurang, maka hendaklah dia sujud dua kali. (Sahih Muslim, Hadis no.: 572)

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Bacaan Dalam Sujud Sahwi:
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Jika diteliti hadis-hadis Rasulullah s.a.w. berkaitan sujud syahwi, ternyata Baginda s.a.w. tidak pernah menunjukkan (mengajarkan) bacaan khusus yang pelu dibaca ketika sujud (syahwi) ini. Maka, bacaan-nya adalah sama sepertimana bacaan di dalam sujud solat seperti biasa.

Namun, di dalam masyarakat kita mereka selalunya mengamalkan bacaan seperti ini:

“Subhaana man laayanaamu walaa yashuu” yang membawa maksud, “Maha suci Tuhan yang Tidak Tidur dan Tidak Lupa”.

Sebenarnya, bacaan ini bukanlah dari sunnah Nabi s.a.w. dan tidak pula pernah diamalkan oleh para sahabat dan seluruh ulama salaf al-Ummah termasuk imam-imam mazhab yang empat.

Malahan menurut Muhammad Abdussalam Khadr al-Syaqiry rahimahullah:

Tidak pernah diriwayatkan sesuatu doa yang khusus untuk sujud sahwi daripada Rasulullah s.a.w. Doa yang dibacanya adalah sama seperti doa yang dibaca ketika sujud biasa. Adapun pendapat yang mengatakan bahawa bacaan saat sujud syahwi adalah “Subhaana man laayanaamu walaa yashuu” adalah tidak benar kerana ianya tidak pernah diamalkan oleh Nabi s.a.w. mahupun para sahabatnya. Tiada dalil yang yang tsabit berasal dari sunnah yang menunjukkan bacaan ini. Doa itu sebenarnya adalah doa yang diperolehi dari mimpi sebahagian kaum sufi. Oleh kerana itulah, jangan mengerjakan doa tersebut. Ambillah urusan agamamu dari kitab-kitab hadis yang sahih. (Muhammad Abdussalam Khadr al-Syaqiry, Bid’ah-Bid’ah Yang dianggap Sunnah (edisi terjemahan oleh Ahmad Munir awood Badjeber & Sulaiman, Qisthi Press, Jakarta, 2004), m.s. 76-77)

Dan al-Hafiz Ibn Hajar al-‘Asqalani pula berkata dalam Kitab al-Talkhis tentang doa tersebut katanya: “Aku tidak pernah menemui asal usul (sanad) bacaan ini.”

Imam Nawawi r.h. berkata:

Sujud sahwi dilakukan dua kali dan dipisahkan antara kedua-duanya dengan duduk istirasy (duduk antara dua sujud). Sebelum salam, dia hendaklah duduk tawarruk (duduk tahiyyah akhir). Cara sujud dan bacaannya adalah sama seperti sujud dalam solat fardhu. (Kitab al-Majmu’, jil. 4, m/s. 72)

Maka sesungguhnya sebaik-baik ucapan adalah Kitabullah (al-qur’an) dan sebaik-baik petunjuk adalah petunjuk Muhammad (al-Sunnah), serta seburuk-buruk perkara adalah yang diada-adakan dan setiap yang diada-adakan (bid’ah) adalah sesat (tidak benat). (Sahih Muslim, Hadis no.: 867)

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Bacaan Ketika Duduk Di Antara Dua Sujud
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Bacaan yang dibaca di antara 2 sujud sahwi menurut Syeikh Ibn Utsaimin Rahimahullah adalah:-

رب اغفر لي

"Rabbhig firli" - Ya Allah ampunkan dosaku. [al-Sharh al-Mumthi', 1/646, Dar al-Ansar, 2003]

wedding hapdet!

2010-04-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

semalam aku pegi fitting baju pengapit..guess wat? pinggang aku da lebar nyah!! da size 26! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa....mane dtg 2 inch lebih tu? hah aku tau dari mane...dr nasi yg mkn 3 kali sehari dan juga burger sblom tido..demmit! cmne nk muat korset tu? tensyen seyh! so selepas ini i'll reduce my appetite..no more nasi 3kali sehari..mkn sket jek..malam plak mkn buah..can? can? CAN MUNG!! SUSAH KOT!! tp takpe..demi baju pengapit yg ku idam idam kan itew!~ so im going to start aerobic back! cd aerobic pon da beli..pastu nk swimming dgn tegar..seb bek da ade coach swimming yg baru..ngee=)

haku la maid of honor!! haku pon nak glam jugak!

as for my baju pengapit actually pening gak! sbb tak bekenan baju indon yg tak brape nk lawa tu..aku telah memprotest utk tidak menjadi pengapit..last last mama blanje lagi satu baju pasal nk jugak aku jadi pengapit..ok rasuah anda menjadi..ngeeee :8)...kain material soft lace with lotsa pearl like beads..tak dpt pearl btol..pearl celup pon celup la..design plak cekak musang kt atas tengkuk..then butang bungkus kt baju n cuff kt lengan..pakai with corset (material shantung)..yg paling penting design kt lengan die ikut size lengan..bukan jenis lebar..hopefully tailor tu jahit lawa la kan..sebulan lagi dpt baju tu....tak sabor!

butang bungkus in the front n as a cuff

ok back to wedding update..my sis da fitting baju..lawa gile..tak sabar nk tgk the bridal glow on her face..my mom n papito wudnt stop arguing...whats with all of non stop golfing..memang menyinga la mama kan..dgn asek gado pasal kemah la..lauk la..cendol la..teh tarik la..projector la..dj la..karaoke la..fenin gilaaak! tp yg aku paling tak sabar is nak tgk budak budak gemok jadi flower girl n flower boy..muahhaha...nk babap sekor sekor nnt! tomeyyyyyy

DOH GUANE? pening omak den! tp takpe...slow n steady bebeyh...takat ni abeh gak duet aku nk sponsor kakak aku kawen ni...sponsor hantaran al quran satu ngn cuppies..ngee=) hopefully salam kokot dpt byk..ngeh3...kesimpulan nya wedding is totally pening! bukan wedding aku lagi pon da pening!

p.s: my dream wedding is elope to golok n honeymoon in kok phi phi...ngeh3

The Only Exception

2010-04-16T04:56:00.000-07:00

somehow i feel like this song tells the story of myself...
except for that ending part...
still a long way to go...maybe, i will never find one...

JUST MAYBE...

exam mende?

2010-04-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

exam mende da tua bangke ni? exam ptd! ptd tu ape? ntah la aku pon taktau...ni pon baru nk cari surat interview tuh...minggu ni keje bz banget..semalam bz outstation..arini bz tgk konsert faizal tahir + AMYSEARCH! penat headbanging pon tak abes lagi....kering tekak aku menjerit jerit..

so kite nantikan je la jawapan jawapan menarik atas ketas soalan tu...dgn satu haram info pon aku tak study...bole kata aku pemalas n tak berminat langsung kerja kerajaan...eventhough bapak aku keje kerajaan n paksa aku pg exam ni..aku still tak berminat..maybe hati aku da tepacak kat line oil n gas...kalau keje ptd memang sia sia lah study engineering..sia sia extend satu subjek..sia sia menangis study chemical engineering thermodynamic, study fluid engineering, chemical reaction sume...buat plant design mcm org gila...present macam nak mati...alik alik keje tadek kaitan...

hati ku hanya di bidang ong...sorry ayah..sorry mama...i wanna make big bucks! i wanna earn the utmost experience in my own field! i dont wanna stop my creativity n my ideas...dont effin care! plus my vote pon selama ni will never be dacing..always will be bulan terang benderang..naseb baek tadek parti simbol pelangi..kalo tak da lame aku masuk bertanding jd YB..muahahha!

signing off-PEACE!

jimba jimba..yehaaaa yehaaaa!

2010-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

ini la aktiviti due org crazy pas da abes outstation...

aktiviti berjimba...naseb baek ade org nak melayan...

siap die pulak over acting...

memperkenalkan....my big brother in asturi metal builders

mr shah reza aka org tua tak empuk empuk

aktiviti pertama: main masak masak kat ikea

i masak

u makan

pas makan u berak! ish ish tak senonoh

lawa gilak langsir ni warna pelangi!

aktiviti kedua: subway!

pelahap tahap naga

ok la...thats it for my update! quite exhausted since pg meeting balik ari...KROH KROH!

pi/es: he is single..anybody up for grab??

eldorado sweet n bitter escape!

2010-04-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

it was so unbelievably a great journey!

naek lori mcm kambing...bau sekor sekot pon da cam kambing

camping tepi sungai..

tangkap ikan n menjala..

masak nasi jelantah, sardin, telur, kari..

minum air teh panas cecah roti..

petik gitar n nyanyi ramai ramai..

n yg paling bes panjat bukit bukau yg adventure gile!

PERGHHHHHH

demi air terjun pelangi!

rase nak pergi lagi!

next trip ke mane pulak yep?

JENG JENG JENG!

the love hates

2010-03-31T07:48:00.000-07:00

ok i know.this entry will most probably evolve around the same-lame-boring-annoying topic. but i'd once said...don't lay your eyes on this not so decent piece n just click on other pages if u think this is annoying.

heavy storm is blowing my head. it is like a hurricane. so just please stay away from me. dont u dare to come any nearer..or else u'll get affected. haishhhh...sabar je la...

okay...

now i feel it.

i mean... loneliness.

it's not my first time feeling all alone here. i know this moment will eventually come. i can't forever be illuminated by the subject that everybody share the same shoes as i am...just for the sake of having company. i know i will eventually have to face that i'm actually alone here.

here... everything... everybody is far reaching.

it's raining and it just adds on to my loneliness. the sound of falling water from that leaking tank in my bathroom is the only melody that i can hear now. even the television is on and the lights are all working, yet... it's still too silent!

when will i move on??

THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU'RE 40 epi 2

2010-03-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

1. Experience a different religious service

Go experience a different religious service in your current lifetime. Not to change your religion, but rather to open your mind to different beliefs and practices, and to respect the aesthetics of another faith. Why not visit a different place of worship? Many buildings associated with religion are breathtakingly beautiful. Or read the Quran or Bible, to understand better the ethos and history of different creeds. TOP TIPS: Visit a mosque, a cathedral, a Buddhist, Sikh or Hindu temple; a Methodist or Orthodox church.

2. Change the way you look

Okay, so clearly you look different now from the first you came into the world, screaming your head off and stark bollock naked. No matter how much Elizabeth Arden Eight-hour Cream you applies. But with age comes freedom. The freedom to put your own mark on your appearance. Seize the day and banish image insecurities for good. If you're not impressed with what God gave you, simple. Change it. Get a wardrobe makeover. Out withe the geeky garments, in with the chic professional look. Or you could lose or gain shedloads of weight. Shock yourself with a healthier brand-new shape.susan boyle have done it! why don't you!

3. Date someone unsuitable

Why? Well, it's fun! Mischievous! All your friends will disapprove (and be slightly jealous). The relationship will have that edge of danger, an element of impishness, the spice of forbidden fruit. So it's not going to end in marriage and babies. Who cares? In fact, that's the whole point. Have a wild affair with someone completely inappropriate. It's a rollercoaster ride of daredevil dates and lost inhibitions. Just be prepared with the messy break-up when it all comes crashing down.

Seduce someone significantly younger or older.
Court a colleague (even your boss!)
Steal someone else's squeeze

4. Buy a house!

Buying a house is one of those right passage that you really need to go through if you want to call yourself a grown up. In fact, there's no surer way of announcing your adulthood than becoming a fully paid-up member of the property-owning classes. Of course if you havent done it already, you'll have no shortage of smug friends delgihting in pointing out how much money they have spend on the property ladder. With a little determination, dedication and hard work, you too can be proud owner of the cosy little home of yours'. Whatever, it'll be home. To decorate as your own personal whims and fancies take you. You will come out the other side a poorer (much poorer) yet happy homeowner!

5. Forgive someone

That bitch who trod on your toe as she pushed past you to get on the most I-want-that-dress sale? That teacher who told you, aged twelve, that you would never amount to anything? The lover who broke your heart so badly that the scar still aches? Take a deep breath. Smile benignly. Forgive. By the age of forty it's high time you learned one of life's greatest secrets - that if someone hurts you and you forgive the, it's you who will feel better for it.

6. Learn a new word every day

7. Track down your first love
There's nothing like first love. It can affect the way you feel about relationship for ever, and all other lovers will be compared to that first - good or bad. It's actually quite cathartic experience to track down the person who first stole your heart. For example, if you have romanticized them, how would you feel about then if you see them with frown lines? Perhaps after all this time, you could make a friend of them? Or if they broke your heart, you could make a peace with them. After all, it's now time to forgive someone as you approach middle age. Lets not be cynical. Love can last a lifetime!

TOP TIPS:

Check the phone book
Ask long time friends for leads
Look up your old lover on Facebook
Visit your old school
Send a message in a bottle

8. Visit the wonders of the world

Well, there were seven. Sadly most of them succumbed to earthquake, wind and fire, though Pyramid of Giza stands strong to this day. Still the world is full of wonders. Feel free to make a start. Before I am forty, I must see...

The Colosseum, Rome
The Eiffel Tower, Paris
The Empire State Building, New York
The Golden Gate Bridge, San Francisco
The Grand Canyon, Arizona
The Great Barrier Reef, Australia
The Great Wall of China
The Leaning Tower of Pisa, Italy
Machu Picchu, Peru
Mount Everet, Nepal
The Statue of Cristo Redentor, Rio de Janeiro
The Statue of Liberty, NY
Stonehenge, England
The Sydney Opera House, Australia

9. Give a stranger in the street a bunch of flowers

As they say, Say It With Flowers. Say what, exactly?

I thought you looked a little down. Would these make you smile?
You're doing such a good job sweeping the street that i thought you deserved a reward
He/ She doesn't loves me. Please take these (and can I have your phone number?)

All in all, giving is better than receiving.

10. Have a messy break-up
The tears, the accusations, the complicated death throes of that lingering attraction. Ah, the joy of messy break-up. We've all been there. Broken someone's heart and then gone back for more just as they were getting over us. And we've been on the receiving end of such dastardly behavior, too. The messy break-up is something that just has to be experienced. How else would we appreciate all those mournful love songs? Singledom never tastes so sweet as when we've walked over broken glass to get here, extricating ourselves in the most painful way possible from a relationship long since dead, but kept alive through the black arts and mere routine.

different between boys n girls

2010-03-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

pi.es: i only take 20minutes to get ready...so shall i classify myself as half girl-half boy..hmmmm?

sabar itu pasti.....

2010-03-23T06:40:00.001-07:00

i have this fling thingy towards maxi dresses.. fling okeyh.. once i drop my eyes on those flowery maxis.. i fell in love.. rase macam nak terbang.. lompat lompat atas awan.. *bajet son goku ke leh naek awan guling?*

blom dpt lagi jaket idaman..kalo tak mesti muslimah rock chic abes~

santek kan?

hajaba look alike.. its great since i am having difficulties to find such hajaba that fits my height

greeny pon santek jugak! bole kasi kurang power spek

even though i am a shorty..i wear this maxi on purpose..baru nampak tinggi daaa..plus im wearing it with wedges...lagi lagi lagi lagi la NAMPAK TINGGI!! status terkini sudah ade 3 maxi...tp pakai pon jarang jarang..well i dont repeat my clothes that often..takot nnt nmpak basi...thats y i keep on buying...buying...and buying...(-_-)"...cume skang ni...i can't shop as i used to since im following my resolution to strictly obeying my financial planning...potong gaji masuk bank daaa...

pi.es: gaji nak dapat dah ni...tak salah beli sehelai lagi kan? kan? hikhikhik ;8)

my very own weekend getaway!~

2010-03-22T05:08:00.000-07:00

hye hye...i'm flying high...up in the sky..

from my previous post on things to do before you're 40, i'd mentioned something about "have a lost weekend"...now this is what i've been up to for the past few days..instead of being so sullen, moody and depressed over marriages and weddings..i tend to cheer up my mind...coz this time it's my best cuzzy's wedding! i am so glad he's starting this whole new thing level with the right choice...a very gentle, charismatic and bright young woman...kak saadah! welcome to our family...sila la tahan dgn perangai zarir yg banyak tak senonoh n loyer buruk tu...hukhuk

zarir's getting ready for his big day! pengantin siap tak makan sbb takut punye pasal..lepas akad nikah straight pg mentedarah nasi smpai photographer cari nak tgkp gamba...haihhhh

me as always..the DULANG GIRL...hukhukhuk

anak sedare feveret mama n ayah kawen..pssst..dorang siap nanges time zarir akad nikah tahu!

up next! hari berbelon gem0k!.......*iklan sekejap*

right after the wedding...i boarded my self straight to kuala lumpur..excited gile nak berbelon gem0k...with my dearest perempuan perempuan gorgeous...ihik...sayang u all! well maybe some of u wonder kenapa i suke kuar ngn perempuan..knape tak keluar dgn guys? sbb with them we can chit chat...senang nk shopping..senang nk memancing ikan besar bersama sama..u can say senang nak menggedik together gether...GITEW!~

seriously i was so tired..exhausted tahap gaban sbb as soon as i reached kl...i pon overnite until 3am dgn lida n eja..pg shopping kt uptown danau kota! sgt murah!! huhuhuhu...wakey wakey plak kul 6.30 am konon nk gerak awal...tuptap lambat smpai gak kes nunggu si sarah pendek n dee mulut murai besiap...hey! aku rase cm nk cepuk cepuk je korang! nextyme kite buru lagi lelaki lelaki kacak yang memandu kereta mahal...koh koh koh

cantek!

panas!

PUAS!

pendek kata: next year! DEFINITELY I'M GOING!!

so there u go...my lost weekend...dgn kudrat yg ada... i went all the way from kuantan-tganu-kl-kuantan! iron lady bebeyh..

okie dokie...that's it from me..signing off

-pujah-

pi.es: nex month planning nk balik kampung n pg melaka! jonker walk! a famosa waterworld! here i come!

THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU'RE 40 epi 1

2010-03-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

1. Talk to an older person about their childhood

Many elderly people begin monologues with the cry: 'Ahh, when I was young...' Have you ever listened to what follows? With your full attention? There are fewer things more fascinating than hearing a first-hand account of a bygone era. If said older person is a member of your family, perhaps a parent or grandparent, you'll gain insights into family roots you never knew existed

2. Go on a blind date

Blind dates are nerve-racking, yet potentially thrilling events. Whether you're a veteran on the dating scene, there are some hard-and-fast guidelines to abide by. First, you have to look your best. (This isn't the moment to make a fashion faux pas). The last thing you want is for your date to give you the once-over and walk on by. Everyone has the fear that their blind date will be a minger. Let's face it, usually it's love at first sight or a downright disaster. And there's the only one way to find out which.....

3. Have a lost weekend

What's the point of getting to forty and being able to remember every single day? Make sure there's at least one weekend remembered solely. The weekend will have been the stuff of legend. Something that will make you wish you'd never been born. As long as you passed out with a smile on your face, the chances are it will have been worth it.

4. Run to the top of a hill and shout, 'I am the King of the World!!!'

5. Retake an exam you failed or did badly in when you were young

6. See a band you've never heard playing live!!

If we didnt expand our musical horizons, we'd still be chilling to 'Baa Baa Black Sheep'. There's no need to shut off all other avenues for the rest of your life. Discovering a new artist whose music touches a nerve, makes you smile or cry, drives you to dance or soothes you to sleep, is one of the enduring joys of this life. Music is the gift that keeps on giving Open your mind. The band might be crap but who knows they might be the Next Big Thing

7. Get creative. Write! Paint! Compose a song!

8. Get in a cab and shout, 'Follow that car!!'

You've seen it in the movies, now make it part of your real life!!

9. Keep a diary.

Anne Frank did it, and went down in history. You too could follow in her footstep by recording the scandals of your life and times, together with the inevitable helpings of mundane minutiae. Dig out your teenage diaries from the loft. Before cringing with embarrassment and burning them to ashes, stop a minute. Those memories are what make you who you are. You can wallow in nostalgia when you read them again at the age of eighty? Spare no detail, however salacious. twenty years from now, you'll re-read the saucy bits and think: 'Oh yes. I lived.'

10. Learn to drive

I mean really really drive. Take your motoring skills to the next level. Sample a circuit track, or go off-roading on an extreme rallying course. Free from the hassles of speed cameras and plodding pedestrians, you can zoom with unlimited zest. Your adrenalin will go into overdrive as if you tackle the drive of your life.

ever after

2010-03-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

To my truest best friends; haley n mary

EVER AFTER

They were there with you on your first day at primary school
When you fell off your bike and broke your arm
When your cat died
When you won the 100 metres
When you went to your first date
The day you passed your test and drove your own car
and when you went on your first holiday without mom and dad.
Now, even though you are both out there in the big wide world
You are still 100 per cent there for each other
Whenever the going's good,
and whenever the chips are down.
No fair weathered friend here
You'll be each other's bridesmaid or best man,
and godparents to each other's children.
On your 100-th birthdays,
you'll not only be there to wish each other well and to drink the bubbly,
but you'll know you've got a friend for life

ever

after

p.s: penat nak mengarang nih...make sure support aku shopping kt kl! bhahahaha

p.s no 2: mereka berdua single lagi yep! HAHAHA!!

BOOK REVIEW

2010-03-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

hai kawan kawan...kalini aku nk review buku buku yg aku beli taon ni..sume nye bagi aku bes bes...ade yg da bace..ade yg baru beli tadi...psss...hobi shopping aku bukan termaktub kepada baju kasut handbag dan make up sahaja...bahkan aku addicted terhadap buku buku..kalau masuk kedai buku mcm tak nak kua dah...mcm nk berenang renang kt situ jek...

buku pertama:

anne frank. the diary of a young girl

cite ni inspires aku pasal kekejaman dunia.walaupon ade kekejaman tetapi semangat cintakan keluarga dan kental untuk terus hidup tu sgt importante..kekejaman juga mengajar manusia untuk terus berjuang. pendek kata anne frank adalah seorang kanak kanak yg jauh lebih matang dari usia

buku kedua:

biografi muhammad bin abdullah

buku ni aku beli sbb terpanggil nak baca...nk kenal dgn lebih dekat Rasul Allah.

buku ketiga:

kisah hidup 25 nabi & rasul

buku ni saje beli time jalan jalan...sbb org kite ni asek disajikan dgn buku fairytale cinderella la aladdin la..so kalini saje beli konon konon da kawen ade anak bole bed time story baca kisah nabi nabi..hikhik..gedik gitew!~

buku keempat:

the age of fallibility by george soros

a book about globalization, policies and solutions...saje nk bace buku heavy sket..

buku kelima:

eclipse...sambungan twilight n new moon...sekali da beli buku series mesti nk sambung tros baca smpai abes

buku keenam:
things to do before you're 40

buku ni light sikit...saje nk bace utk release tension...nnt aku share info keyh...hehehehe

buku ketujuh:
senangnya memasak...AYAM!

ok jgn gelak..aku tau masak okeyh..cume nk sharpen kn recipes n skills..heh!! ;8)

buku kelapan:

majalah solusi...panduan hidup bersyariat..

ok pas ni da tanak pegi kedai buku..skali pegi tros beli 4-5 buku..rabak duet!! waaa!

tag o tag

2010-03-12T09:16:00.001-08:00

org tag aku pon buat le...support member nih!!

1. Adakah anda merasa HOT?

kecik kecik cili padi...kire hot la kan? ke tak hot? ok ok..aku tak hot..aku cute jek...tehee=)

2. Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda guna sekarang!

3. Cerita pasal gambar

perlu ke nak citer? obviously nmpk sgt aku geletis nk kawen kan? eh sila la datang umah aku tgk majalah pengantin betimbun timbun..seb bek skang da stop beli..ni yg nak nyanyi lagu pelamin angan ku musnah neh!! hnnnsss hnnnssss :8( *kembang kuncup lubang hidung*

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

pizza Tu ape? saya tahu N to the A to the S to the I jek...timekaseh lah NASI sbb da bejaya buat perut aku bededel lipat 2..dayum!!

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

teardrops in my guitar- taylor swift
the most meaningfull lyric : i fake a smile so he won't see

6. Apakah yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

memekak lagu taylor swift repeatedly..sampai lebam..sampai ayah bangun n maki aku mangkok betalu talu

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?

ijah, pujah, ja, rosmah mansor n yg paling tak boleh bla skali gedik dan pendek
cuba combine kan gedik+pendek..INDAH NYAAAAA!

8. Tag lagi 8 orang

ria
wanie
nadirah
najat
ili gila
zaharah
masmona
anonymous!! bhahahaha

9. Siapakah orang no. 1 kepada anda?

rakan seandartu bersama

10. Katakan sesuatu mengenai orang no. 5

hoi jumpa kau nex wik! jgn lupe dating kita menikmati sunset di atas hot air balloon

11. No. 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

ni pon same jek geng andartu aku..koh3

12. Bagaimana pula dengan no. 4?

najat! be strong! kak ijah tau susah sbb kak ijah tak rase ape yg najat rasa...papepon ganbatte!!

13. Pesanan buat orang no. 6?

kawen tu jgn lupe jemput..eh lupa plak aku nk pg kl minggu dpn naek hot air balloon...jom jumpe!!

14. Kata-kata cinta untuk orang no. 2?

ko da ceraikan ria ke belom? (bohhh...bapak r kata kata tak cinta!!)

15. Adakah orang no. 7 dan no. 8 mempunyai persamaan?

aku kenal masmona..
aku tak kenal anonymous..
masmona kenal aku..
anonymous ni BUKAN TAKAT KENAL AKU INSIDE OUT!! MAK BAPAK AKU PON DIA KENAL!! HEBAK!!
*padan muke kau tak dapat komen dah..mesti hidop kau tak tenteram tak dapat bang aku kan? btw tq la sbb jadi stalker terhebat dlm idop aku..muahahha*

16. Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang men-tag anda.

aku dgr cite ko flash cincin risik ko depan sume org? btol ke?
aku dgr cite ko nak betunang bulan 6? btol ke?
aku dgr cite ko nak kawen bulan 9 pas raya? btol ke?
aku dgr cite ko tak abes abes lagi dgn perangai rakus ko shopping tuh?
aku dgr cite ko dah matang? btol ke?
EH EH! NI BUKAN NYA AKU TAU...NI SUME AKU NAK AMEK TAU..MUAHAHA

17. persamaan antara kambing dan lembu?

lembu punya susu, sapi dapat nama
kambing punya susu, sabun dapat nama
ape kejadah tanye soalan mcm ni?? pfffttt!!

18. perasaan anda buat tag ini.

saya cinta awak...bolehkah awak kawen dgn saya?

19. adakah anda tahu si Rizman itu sengal?

Sape? Rizman Ruzaini yg buat baju kawen lawa tu ke?

20. Gay or Les?

sedang berfikir fikir untuk menjadi gay

OK NYAH KAU!! AKU NK TGK CITE KOREA PLAK! JEJAKA KOREA TAMPAN MENAWAN BAK JAMBU MANIS MENANTI DAKU! MEOWWWWW!~

nak buat ke tak?

2010-03-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

aku ade confusion kt kepala otak aku ni...nak simpan duet gaji carum tiap2 bulan masuk asb ke or buat asb loan?? asb loan tu aku baru je nk familiar...actually da tolak gaji masuk asb..cume ade org kate kalo join asb loan lagi untung...memang la lmbat kaya tu...tp biar lmbat asal selamat...tak berani aku nk join mlm pelik pelik ni...so care paling senang is to saving la kan...ni satu satu usaha untuk elakkan aku beshopping bejoli...i am going to do this yawww!~

kawan kawan yg da bekeje...kalo korang tau pasal ni sila share maklumat yg korang tau...aku ni tak pegi bank lagi tanye psl ni..ingt kn nak wat gak loan ni..tapi still musykil..so here are some info on asb loan yg aku cilok kt intenet..kalo korang musykil gak rajin rajin la pegi bank n tanye je org kt situ:

Eligibility

Individuals who are between the ages of 18 and 60 years old
Bumiputera

Loan Amount

Min loan amount : RM10,000
Max loan amount : Up to RM400,000 per borrower, at any one time including the balance outstanding of the existing ASB loans (if any), or up to the maximum investment amount allowed by ASNB, whichever lower

Margin of Advance

For loan amount up to RM200,000

Up to 100% of nominal value of ASB units
Up to 105%, inclusive of the GASBRTT

For loan amount above RM200,000, at any one time

Up to 95% of nominal value of ASB units
Up to 100%, inclusive of the GASBRTT

Loan Tenure

Up to 25 years OR
Up to age 60, whichever is earlier

Eligibility

Individuals who are between the ages of 18 and 60 years old
Bumiputera

Loan Amount

Min loan amount : RM10,000
Max loan amount : Up to RM400,000 per borrower, at any one time including the balance outstanding of the existing ASB loans (if any), or up to the maximum investment amount allowed by ASNB, whichever lower

Margin of Advance

For loan amount up to RM200,000

Up to 100% of nominal value of ASB units
Up to 105%, inclusive of the GASBRTT

For loan amount above RM200,000, at any one time

Up to 95% of nominal value of ASB units
Up to 100%, inclusive of the GASBRTT

Loan Tenure

Up to 25 years OR
Up to age 60, whichever is earlier

Loan ASB

Loan ini ditawarkan di 3 bank agen PNB bagi mendapat sejumlah Sijil ASB dgn bayaran bulanan tertentu
Sijil ASB dipegang oleh bank dan dividen akan dikira berdasarkan amount sijil ASB tersebut
Peminjam boleh mengeluarkan duit yg diterima sebagai dividen, tetapi tidak bagi sijil
Sijil ASB dari loan ASB ini tak boleh dicagarkan utk OD (sebab dipegang oleh bank yg bagi loan tu). Tetapi dividen tahunan yg diterima boleh dijadikan sijil utk dicagarkan sebagai OD
Jenis interest : Monthly rest…sama mcm housing term loan

OD-ASB

Cash dlm ASB dijadikan sijil, kemudian dicagarkan kepada bank (agen PNB) utk mendapat OD facility
Sijil yg dicagarkan akan dipegang oleh bank selagi anda menggunakan OD faciliy
Size OD adalah 90%-95% dari jumlah sijil ASB
Account OD adalah Current Account dan pengeluaran duit boleh dibuat bile2 masa (atm, online, buku cek)
Tiada pembayaran perlu dibuat setiap bln kerana bayaran utk interest akan ditolak secara automatik dari balance dlm account OD (ni kalau case tak pakai habis la)
Jenis interest : Daily rest…interest dikira berdasarkan amount yg digunakan shj

Rasa mcm dh cukup…kalau ade lagi korang tambah la

entri khas untuk parasit

2010-03-09T00:38:00.000-08:00

Salam...sebelum saya menulis dengan dikawali penuh rasa marah dan menyumpah..saya minta maaf lah pada anon sampah bodoh kalau terase..let me be clear to u...ko nk kate aku? Ko nk sumpah aku? Ko nk sebok pasal aku? Itu ko punye pasal lah...tapi kalau ko da sebok pasal family aku...ko da kuang aja...i pity u for not having a beautiful family like mine...i have a great father who i idolised so much..a great father who is one of the most top leader in Pahang state..who is so successfull that he inspired all of his children..who will give us anything for what we ask for..who will provide only the best of quality to his children..so what if u don’t have a father like mine??

i have a mother who currently n will always be my top of the list BFF..a mother who works to save peoples live..a mother who wud sacrifice anything to her children..a mother who wud cross 7 continents n 7 seas only to hear a single little news from her children..a mother who wud have a girl talk n giggles n shed her tears all the way with us..we cud have a chit chat for hours non stop..i can share anything with her..i mean EVERYTHING!

In my family...we don’t cheat..we honor each other...humor n jokes are our recipes of being ONE HELL OF A HAPPY FAMILY...we don need vitamin c or botox or liposuction..we juz need to be happy to stay young n fit..know what! I dance with my father when we heard our favourite songs..we even sing our heart out..we value each other..WE ARE ONE! i have the most coolest parents ever! They give gifts whenever they have arguments...they give flowers..jewelleries..having a romantic dinner..a vacation..they appreciates each other by giving hugs n words of wisdoms..i bet u don’t. Normal la kot kalo parents begado..org gila pon begado..ape ko ingt marriage tu kne harmoni every single second ke? BUAT TENGOK!! perlu ke aku nk post gamba intan berlian bapak aku bagi kt mak aku tiap2 kali die bagi kalo gado? satgi ko kate aku belagak kaya plak..dahtu memang bapak aku kaya ko nak sebok knape??!!

Yeah i was brought up with western upbringing..but a family who prays together stays together..i bet u don’t even have a father who prays n preach al quran to u...a father who concerns a lot about aurat n akidah..i guess ko mesti kekurangan kasih sayang keluarga..i pity u for having a disorganized n malfunction family that u start to bug mine...BURN IN HELL U WICKED PEOPLE! O dear Lord..please show them some love n some mercy so that they wont have enuff time to open my blog n start be so dead jealous of my life..what a harsh reality!

Pi es: lepas ni diharamkan sbarang komen dari anonymous...aku menulis bukan mintak komen korang..baca dan blah...kalo nk ngumpat tu sila ngumpat bekarung karung..aku ni kurang pahala..nk gak pahala korang tu sket2..

Pi es no 2: when people talks about u...it shows how famous u r... susah jadi org famous nih..so please...back off n stay the hell out of my life n get ur own...thank you =)

kau kunci cintaku di dalam hatimu

2010-03-03T08:19:00.001-08:00

penat nye menjadi seorang wanita! ya..WANITA! abaikan gelak keropok aku tu..gelak melahar lahar..lawak spastik..kerenekan, kecutean, kenaifan dan kesucian aku tu..ye aku tau...walopon rupa aku seperti 14taon tapi aku da 24 kot..da WANITA! so let me be one! *tunduk memandang lantai tanda pasrah*

meh sini aku describe betapa penatnya menjadi seorang wanita yg bekerja..

kerja 830-1730..padam je lah nombor 1730 tuh...jadikan jek 1900, 2000, 2100, 2200, 2300...naseb baek tak penah wat gila lagi bawak selimut ngn bantal tido kt opis!

balik kerja je tgk umah besepah...apa lagi ! menyinga la aku kt si sepet ngn si cecep..

kne make sure si cecep n si sepet makan nasi !

kne make sure si cecep tak maen game..mesti blaja..nak menunggu kan die blajar tu memang dan 8 lap mulut aku beleter

kne kemas dapur since si sepet ngn si cecep mmg adik mangkok ayun tak reti mengemas langsung

kne setel kan sume benda bekaitan baju: lipat baju, rendam baju, sidai baju, gosok baju...bonus lagi bila ayah kau tak reti gosok baju sendiri yg Ya Rabbi menggunung gunung..so sambil gosok sambil beleter gak mulot tuh! kadang kadang tu sambil gosok sambil nangis sorang sorang..huduh muke! wuwuwu...malangnya tangisan aku itu dibuat dek aje oleh bapak ku yg kejam itew~

kalau ari sabtu n ahad lagi terbaek! hari mama kerja = hari menjadi chef pujah...mula la becakap sorang sorang blakon pura pura jadi chef.."ya puan puan..mula mula kita panaskan minyak..kemudian kita tumiskan bawang sampai naik bau ya puan puan..sejurus selepas itu kita masukkan cili boh...bla bla bla" *Seryes aku suka becakap sorang sorang*..tapi lagi tensyen kalau si sepet diam diam beli makanan di luar..si cecep siap join skali tuh..tak beragak btol! AKU MASAK SEDAP OK!

kesimpulan nya, sikit masa lagi boleh jadi gila..boleh menjejaskan period cycle, membotakkan kepala, menambahkan kedut di muka, mempercepatkan proses menopos dan juga memendekkan usia ku ! oh no !!

so sekarang dalam kepala otak aku asek pk alangkah indah nya jika..

dapat duet segedebak dan shopping..borong segala zara, mng, forever 21, guess ke segala mak bapak pavilion aku nak pusing! INDAH INDAH!

dapat naek bukit yg tinggi skali kt kl tu..ala yg yusuf haslam selalu buat shooting sembilu..sembilu lagi dan HOI TAK ABEH ABEH LAGI KE CITER SEMBILU NIH??

dapat pegi tgk showcase dayang n marcell kt planet hollywood..*tepaksa cancel sbb ade family day*waaa!! takpe ko tgk la aku nak melalak karok puas puas time dinner nanti! muahahaha! seb bek sore aku sedap..ihik ihik

dapat maen ice skating...dari dulu nak maen tapi harapan jelah memikirkan umo yg dah lanjut ni...eh kau masih forever 21 senah!

dapat pegi air terjun pelangi..seryes rase cm nak masuk utan then mendaki smpai at one stage dpt tgk air terjun yg ade byk gila pelangi! NAK PEGI!!

gamba sebenar air terjun pelangi

dapat marathon tgk sume cite industan seharian...sambil letak kotak tisu kat sebelah n selimut untuk cover senyum kambing sekor sekor..tehheee :8)

dapat pegi holiday dgn yg tesayang *berlari lari anak di gigi pantai dgn shahid kapoor*

last but not least....................

DAPAT KAWEN! *blushing*

pi.es: baru pas melalak lagu ramlah ram. tq..teheee =)

senah meletop

2010-02-27T20:27:00.000-08:00

RED ALERT! MAYDAY MAYDAY!!

March: car service

app RM 150

April: beli kain baju raya

app RM 600

Mei: sponsor hantaran along

app RM 200

June: Along kawen rasanya kena support mama sket sket nih..tapi cm tak perlu kot..peliiisss dpt byk salam kokot

July: mesti kne car service balik

app RM 150

August: persiapan raya,,mesti kene support si cecep ngn si sepet nih

app RM 300

September: RAYA! kene bagi duet raya siot!!

app RM 400

October: road tax

app RM 800

November: car service

app RM 150

December: Y.E.S

app RM 1000

pengsan akak uolllsss! mane akak nk cekau duet? kene buat keje part time la nmpk gaye nye nih...malam malam nk g jage stesen minyak boleh? tak dapat jadi engineer petronas jadi tukang pam minyak petronas pon jadi lah labu...soooo kalau kau nampak tukang pam minyak comel semacam tu sila la abaikan..akak terer cakap indon tahu..konpom korang tak prasan taktik penyamaran berkesan akak..auuuww!~

senah tukang jaga pam minyak meletop uuuuu!

cakap bangla pon bole..bukan susah pon.. "incik mau brapa? saplo? duaplo?" smbil goyang-goyang kapla..deyyy!.. untung-untung dapat akak kawen ngan toke pam minyak gitew!~ korang? mendapat? HAHAHAHHAHA

pi es: tepengaruh bahasa pond*n sbb semalam satu ari gelak guling guling smpai kul 3 pagi baca blog pond*n..sila la lawati http://meriahuoll.blogspot.com...kalau pankreas korang tak pecah sila lempang aku laju laju

pi es no 2: mule mule nak buat entri seryes..tibe tibe jadi tak seryes plak..haih...(-_-)"

brace it

2010-02-26T21:20:00.000-08:00

things happened..i was shocked and upset..i was furious knowing the fact had took it place..it cannot be undo anymore..i never considered things will turned up wrongly..never did i ever guess he wud do such thing..well now i have to brace it..i havent got the right to be so angry..not anymore..so i must go on with my life..i have families..my blood ties who would do anything for me..my friends who stood beside me..my never ending work..and Allah swt. I am a strong woman..a positive woman..set your mind free Mahfuzah! I know I can live my life to the utmost! Farewell and goodbye -FIN-

bahasa f

2010-02-24T00:28:00.000-08:00

safayafa dahfah befelifi tifigafa tufudungfung yangfang pafalingfing bafawahafah nifi... tifigafa yangfang defekatfat afatasfas tufu dahfah soldfold outfout! sefedefe safayafa! tafapifi tefetapfap sufukafa hafatifi.. afabesfes dufuetfet..takfak safabarfar nakfak pafakaifai tufudungfung nifi! hikhikhik!

DOWN!

2010-02-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

AMARAN

entri kalini adalah entri jk! JIWANG KARAT!!!

setelah memblogwalking ke blog2 teman rapat..aku da tejumpe blog ini

http://journeydna.blogspot.com/

http://kesahkaseh.blogspot.com/

http://sha-suka-latte.blogspot.com/2010/02/dina-halim-bridal-boutique-online.html

ok skang sila la down! sape swoh ko gatal gatal baca blog org tgh hebat bercinta? Deme sume da nak betunang nak kawen da kot! preparation pon da jalan sket sket..HOI MAHFUZAH MANSOR! Blog org laen sume bebunga bunga.. blog ko asek ngn shopping.. fashion.. ngarot itu.. ngarot ini.. tak sedar lagi kah? awak dah tua! dah 24! perangai cam 14 taon! budak 14 taon pon lagi tinggi dari awak tahu!!

kawan kawan.. masjoko muben sya dani aqma zaireen.. korang jgn terase ngn aku plak.. aku tgh menopos nih.. muhahahahahha! ok sadap u mahfuzah! pegi tdo.. esok nak pegi majlis kawen budak satu skolah.. erk! majlis kawen lagi? tgk lah esok aku akan membalas dendam nak makan banyak banyak banyak banyak!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok taon ni kite pg melancong ye... kumpol duet tiap tiap bulan then by the end of the year kite backpacking lah ke mana mana... pastu kite set la dlm kepala otak nak beli honda civic type r sebijik.. takpon volkswagen gt golf.. pastu kalo da agak agak andartu sket kite bela kucing parsi harge rm500 n bagi nama mawar berduri... *nama ada maksud tuu*

agak agak takleh bla lagi...bole wat luahan perasaan kat jamal jamaluddin radio sinar fm tiap tiap malam dgn ucapan kepada ex bfs "KENAPA AWAK TINGGALKAN SAYA??!!"...bole juga botak kan rambut gaya britney spears mabuk todi padahal ko nak cover uban kau?.. takpon bole buat bungee jumping ngan scad diving smbil jerit "AKU LAH BUJANG SENANG!!" kuat kuat padahal air mata beguguran jatuh ke pipi..idea paling bes kalo dpt tgk konsert muse kt UK n jadi superman *alah yg org duk junjung junjung orang tuh*.. apa ada hal? Ella ratu rock malaysia yg umo 40an tu bujang lagi...aku baru 24 kot!! *kalo ella pon kawen sumpah down kuasa 14*

untung jadi bujang nih... kaya.. raya.. bebas.. free.. tiap tiap kali sedare kawen pon bole jadi flower girl tahu.. body tak kendur.. bole vogue macam anak dara.. bole slalu mandi air yg ade bunga *mandi bunga lah!!*.. bole update blog satu hari 14 kali.. bole teman mama n ayah trip round d world time mama ayah dah dapat duet annuity kalo da pencen.. ehehehehe... untung kan??

k lah! miss-soon-to-be-spinster nak tdo setelah abes mengomel dkt sini! HAKU SETEGHHEEEESSSSSS *STRESS*!!

HNNSSS...HNNNSSSS *tanda hidung mengembang mengempis dgn laju nya*

i am so nude...xoxo

2010-02-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

I have a thing for a nice pair of heels. Heels = height. Got wat i mean? No? Well juz imagine ursef being me. A 150cm petite cute innocent woman.. ok ok.. telebey sudaaa.. (-_-)"

always have been longing to grab one pair of nude pinky platform

nude pinky gladiator? bombshell!

nude peep toe plus 4" zebra lining heels..a bonus!

guess its not a nice pair of heels... its lotssssaaaa heels... i despise it when i have to wear those safety boot! tote hideous.. sumpah kaki aku mcm pakai kasut Ronald McDonald.. knape tak keje koporat koporat so that bole pakai baju pejabat pejabat yg fancy fancy..bole pakai heels heels yg super gorge! bole mekap mekap cm barbie doll... bole gossip gossip dgn female colleague pasal fashion n massive shopping.. bole skandal skandal ngn anak dato' ketua koporat... *tibe tibe banyak kata ganda* know what? i really shud marry my client n be his wife no. 2!

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pi.es: ria ko jgn risau..aku takkan beli since the price is miraculously expensive..izinkan beta berangan cuma sedetik jua!

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pi.es no 2: mood nak dapat gaji...lalala

Z itu Zleqha

2010-02-19T21:37:00.000-08:00

hai

memperkenalkan...

muslimah fashion by zleqha kuantan...

da lame bekenan...

begitu pun masalah ketinggian...

sangat tidak mengizinkan...

dahulu hanya memasang angan dan impian...

sekarang sudah nampak sinar harapan..

zleqha edisi petite mungkin berada di pasaran...

sama sama tunggu dan nantikan...

sebelum itu jom kita layan...

sopan

menawan

sungguh rupawan

indah pandangan

sejuk mata memandang

n this is the one!

terraaaaaa!!

2010-02-15T23:36:00.001-08:00

saat ini..detik ini..tika ini...kt umah ni hanya ade due org penghuni sahaja...mama keje...ayah golfing...along da balik kl..aboy pg gambang waterpark..so tinggal la aku n anep *the youngest*..disebabkan smlm kua tgk midnite movie smpai kul 2 pagi..aku pon bangon gila lmbat..kul 12tgh baru bangon..matahari da tegak da weh...tu pon seb bek mama kol..kalo tak memang berlarutan lagi la peta dunia aku...so mama kol swoh masak...ERK! MASAK?? eh hello! da lame gile tak masak kot...jadi entri kalini mari lah belaja masak bersama chef mahfuzah..ngeh3

fyi..umah chef mahfuzah sgt sukar makan ayam dan daging..mamito hanya masak ikan sebab die taknak anak2 die gemuk..tu pasal sekor2 cekeding jek...lagipon chef mahfuzah perlu mengurangkan pengambilan nasi aka mentekedarah nasi sebanyak 3kali sehari...sebab chef mahfuzah mengamalkan diet yg tidak sihat..smpai skang ni mkn daging pon da rase pening..mungkin tanda tanda awal darah tinggi? oh no!!

resepi: 1. ikan tenggiri masak asam pedasbahan bahan nya:
-ikan tenggiri dilumur dgn kunyit *untuk bagi kaler tak pucat*
-lengkuas, bawang merah bawang putih (ditumbuk)
-tomato @ kacang bende
-belacan
-cili boh

cara2 membuat

tumbuk bawang merah putih dan lengkuas

didih kan bahan yg ditumbuk dalam air...tak perlu guna minyak ye

then bubuh cili boh...ikan dan biasrkan menggelegak...da nmpk menggelegak dan ikan masak..bubuh tomato @ ladies finger

resipi 2: sayur campur masak lada hitam

bahan-bahan:
-sayur sayuran yg korang suke...macam aku nih..bubuh je sume
-bawang dimayang dan digoreng smpai naik bau
-lada hitam
-sos tiram

cara-cara:
1-goreng bawang smpai naik bau
2-bubuh kan kiub pati ikan bilis...chef mahfuzah tak suke gune ajinomoto...no no! botak kepala aku kang!
3-bubuh pulak sos tiram
4-bubuh air sikit..ikut suke korang..kalo nk banyak kuah bubuh banyak air..vice versa
5-bubuh sayuran yg keras..bagi die cepat masak
6-baru bubuh sayuran yg lembik2...paham?

HASILNYA:

TERAAAA!!! DA SIAP

tukang rasa yg terpaksa makan banyak sayur...anep kene makan! penat kak ijah masak nih!

tugasan seterusnya adalah:

aktiviti melipat kain yg dah 2 hari tak lipat + gosok kain yg betimbun2 sampai patah pinggang

MENARIK KAN?? MUAHAHAHAHA!

bitter heart

2010-02-14T10:05:00.000-08:00

15 fakta tak menarik langsong pasal aku

tak suke pegang getah lastik..getah ikat makanan tu...euw~ busuk! nyampah kan? mengada kan?

tak makan makanan bersantan..bukan sbb jaga body...tp jaga badan...beza tuh jaga body n jaga makan...BERBEDA BANGET! so kalo raya memang takkan makan rendang dan lemang dan lontong...tapi aku ni seorang hantu nasi...kalo makan nasi mesti bertimbun timbun..asalkan nasi...tekak orang kampung..perut lembu!

tak makan makanan berminyak..kalau makanan tu beminyak..harus lap penyet2 dgn tisu utk serap minyak..sbb tak tetelan tekak aku nih nnt...poyo kan? kan? kan?

tgh berusaha gelak dgn sopan..tp inilah fear factor aku...aku rasa kalo org bagi sejuta pon aku stil takleh buang gelak aku nih...susah gila nak control gelak begempa mcm aku nih..salah satu usaha untuk meng-cover gelak adelah menutup mulut dgn tangan dgn harapan volume gelak itu pelahan dan persis kelihatan ayu...aiyaiyaiyai

tiap tiap malam wajib layan industan..kalo kt umah bukak zee tv n b4u..kalo dalam kete layan thr hindi power...gegar!!!

tak layan music2 trend masa kini aka indie band..rasa dorang tu sume wannabe jek..rela dengar lagu pujaan pop 80an kau kunci cintaku dalam hati mu, pelamin angan ku musnah n teratai layu di tasik madu..

tak suke tgk raja lawak..rase kesian kt org org yg masuk petandingan tu...motif? nak cepat glemer? pathetic!

org kate aku ni high taste..ada aku kesah? cak cak cak!

benda yg aku menyesal beli smpai skang: tong sampah berharga rm40, sikat berharga rm45, shawl chinese silk berharga rm110 dan kain ela berharga rm450..tukang jual kain kt alamoda tu ckp kt kedai die jual 2 pasang kain sahaja dalam malaysia nih demi menjaga exclusivity...2 3 bulan kemudian aku nmpk ade org pakai kain sebijik mcm kain aku! sumpah pasni nk cari yg murah2 jek..

kasar di luar..kasar di dalam..senang cite..hati kering!

kakak yg super garang..suke menggunakan teknik mengugut! kire otai gila ah dalam family!! contoh paling senang, kalau adik2 tak angkat kain yg aku dah lipat..aku baling jek kain tu dari tingkat atas...kil kil kil! die die die!

suka becakap aka beleter non stop..bertih jagung...mcm pop corn tengah meletop letop kne bakar dlm oven tu..pot pet pot pet pot pet..smpai tgk wayang pon keje nye nk becakap jek..sori kawan kawan...my bad!

shopaholic..enuff said..hasilnye almari aku da patah 2 kali...waaa!

pandai memasak tapi malas mempraktikkan nye...koh3

hasil chatting ngn adik sndri di facebook-->mu kentut tanpa segan silu depan aku

tq lah! masih berlarutan berchatting dgn adik sndri selama sejam berturut turut..MASIH SADIS! muahahhaha

pi.es: terlampau bosan dgn cuti smpai entri pon selalu di hapdet..ESOK NAK PEGI KEJE LAH!!!

empty

2010-02-14T09:14:00.000-08:00

hoit jgn takot tgk gmba ni..hanyalah ilustrasi perasaan aku tika detik ini...

FAKTA SADIS:

last week:

shopping bersama adik adik...

jogging bersama adik adik...

this week:

swimming dgn adik adik...

makan mcD dgn adik adik...diulangi..DENGAN ADIK ADIK!

SEKARANG:

CHATTING KT FACEBOOK DGN ADIK!!!

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

pi.es: ada sape2 nk kua tgk my name is khan ngn aku tak? adik adik aku tak nak join...aku taknak nangis sorang2 dlm cinema tuh..wuwuw!

top 10 island destinations i want to set foot on!

2010-02-13T06:24:00.001-08:00

hello hello hello nak kopi ke milo???

skang ni tgh mood cuti..tapi ta g mane2 pon...mama keje..ayah bz golfing..so anak anak wat hal masing2...ngeh3...sbb mood cuti da memberontak sgt sgt...aku pon pegi swimming ngn adik adik...gian punye pasal..dlu family aku slalu pegi pulau..redang,perhentian,tioman,kapas...pegi plak smpai 2 3 kali..mmg bes..percutian yg sgt relax..mandi laut smpai rambut kejung..snorkeling smpai legam..huih mmg gelap lah! tapi mmg worth it setiap inci kehitaman yg ku terima itew!~

so let me share my fave islands..either da penah pegi n nak pegi again or tak penah pegi tp mmg nk pegi even skali seumo idop...either dalam malaysia or oversea...kui3...kalini randomly..sume pon nak pegi

10. pulau perhentian

pulau ni sgt cantik...i repeat..sgt cantik!!!!! penah pegi 2 kali...air die mmg crytal clear...coral pon byk...kalau snorkeling mmg bes! family aku mmg antu snorkeling...dlu penah snorkeling n nampak penyu..then ktorg kejar penyu tu smbil berenang..HEAVEN!! kalau nk pegi pulau perhentian kne lalu ikut jalan pantai n park kete kt kuala besut...tips melancong: sila naek bot di awal pagi..korang da kne smpai jeti awal pagi...dalam kul 8 pagi da leh naek bot pg pulau...pulau perhentian still ade ikan nemo n coral yg blom disentuh manusia...kalau nk tgk coral cantik...kene berani diving dlm sket

nila aktiviti biase..snorkeling whereby tourist guide aka abg boat akan lepas kan kite snorkeling smpai lebam kt port coral terbaek!! cara bapak aku ajar anak berenang is die baling sekor2 dari bot tu without safety jacket..da agak agak lemas tu baru die angkat balik..hasilnye sume reti berenang dgn ganas dan macho nye..yesszzzaaaa!

9. pulau redang

pulau redang atas sket jek dari pulau perhentian...pulau ni adalah pulau yg last aku pg dgn family...seryes shit sgt lawa...pasir die sgt halus...mcm bole wat scrub badan jek...coral pon byk..ingt lagi pas penat snorkeling...aku bace novel kt atas buaian smpai telelap dek penangan angin breezy...bangun2 je tgk matahri terbenam...OMG! PERFECTO! pulau redang n pulau perhentian antara pulau2 rare yg still ade ikan nemo..mat saleh sgt byk kt sini..penah borak ngn mat saleh..die ckp die da 2 3 kali dtg pulau kt tganu...kat pulau redang ade kapal karam..kalau amek trip boleh swoh abang bot bawak kite snorkeling area2 kapal karam...amazing kan? malaysia ade pulau exotic cmni...kedua2 pulau hanya memerlukan bajet sekitar rm300 utk pakej 3hari 2 malam..kepuasan seumur hidup! gerenti!

pic ni btol2 kt redang..aku ingt sbb resort aku duk btol2 dpn batu nih...

8. pulau sipadan
this is one more island i really want to go! harus kumpol duet nk pg sini! pulau ni sgt amazing sbb penah tgk kt tv n tros capture my heart...chalet atas air...besides korang leh nmpk gigi pulau tu..bawah gigi pulau tros laut dalam...rase gerun kan? tapi ni la tmpt yg aku nk pegi...huhuhuhu..tapi sipadan ni more famous on diving...so kalau da tecapai hajat amek lesen diving PADI..nk try diving kt sini...kiranya sipadan ni memang heaven utk para divers di luar sana...must try once in a lifetime!

7. pulau caledonia
tgk pulau ni dlm cite boysbefore flowers...tak penah tau pon ade pulau cantek banget cmni...location area area new zealand n papua new guinea...kalau pegi sini nk cari lake yg ade shape heart..seryes! pulau ni ade lake shape heart!! dlm citer bbf tu, hero tu bawak heroin naek chopper n tunjuk heart island tu bagi menunjukkan perasaan cinta die kt heroin...SUMPAH MELT!

heart shape swamp in new caledonia

6. Seychelles Islands
one day nk pg seychelles dkt laut hindi..ni sume sbb pengaruh citer industan asek shooting kt sane..seychelles ade lebih kurang 115 pulau yg semuanya accessible..unfortunately within 50years kepulauan seychelles akan lupus ditenggelami air..semua ni disebabkan oleh pemanasan global..so aku nk pegi takot nnt kepulauan ni ditelan zaman....must go! haitt haitt!

5. bora bora island
tdo dlm chalet...lua tingkap nmpk air...crystal clear water plak tu...depan chalet ade boat..imagine la room service bwk mknn naek bot...candle light plak kt porch chalet...waaaaaaaaa....seswai nk wat honeymoon....hik hik!

4. koh phi phi island
dekat jek nih..kt thailand jek...leo dicaprio penah belakon cite the beach kt koh phi phi...di sebalik pulau ade mountain of rocks...sculpture yg da beratus2 tahun ade kt koh phi phi...mabeles!!!

3.hvar island
aku taktau pape pasal pulau ni..yg aku tau penah tgk dlm cite shah rukh khan n rani mukherjee...kt croatia tempat ni..sume building kaler puteh...tempat nye penuh ngn yacht...menarik bukan? hehehehhehehehe..kalau da kaye baru pegi lah...skang ni berangan dlu

2. great barrier reef
location: australia...byk mende bole wat kt sini...great barrier day trips..cruises...outback tours...HOT AIR BALLOON!! eh da lame gile nk naek hot air balloon nih...rainforest tours...reef diving...water rafting n safaris....banyak kan? mesti tak lekat kt bilik otel..asek ade aktiviti jek..hikhik..sila la lawati website nye

1. tahiti
You know those pictures you always see of tropical bungalows in the water? That’s Tahiti. The name has long been synonymous with tropical paradise. One of the biggest honeymoon destinations in the world, Tahiti offers pure paradise and a lot of romance. Here you can relax in the sun, scuba dive, enjoy fine seafood, and take a morning dip right into the water from your bungalow...what else can u crave for??

pi.es: sgt lah terbukti keberkesanan pengaruh televisyen ke atas diri aku ni! haih!~

hohoho..holiday!!

2010-02-12T20:33:00.000-08:00

cuti oh cuti! sgt relax..tak perlu pk kerja..enuff of being one mad woman working 24-7...ape nak buat time cuti ni eh? oh no! tadek plan pape pon! nak pegi shopping pon takleh sbb cny nih kedai sume tutup kan?so ni dia aktiviti aku..basically sume nye biase jek..duk melekat kt umah..jadi anak dara baek...*ni sume kes kene bambu ngn mama sbb asek meronggeng sakan* wuwuw!

joging sampai patah pinggang
swimming...seryes lame gile da tak swim...windu nk pg pulau punye pasal lah ni! grrr..nk snorkelling!!! nak mancing!! nak diving!!
reading...i've got 4 books to read...hopefully sempat bace sume
tgk cite korea!!! oh su jung vs karl
gardening...nk decorate pagola yg baru siap
kemas umah yg baru pas renovate
n a few things on my sis's wedding that need to be settle on...

fuuuuhhhhh......i think that will rap up my holiday..yeay=)

selamat hari kekasih sayangku!

2010-02-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

valentine nak dekat dah...nak celebrate lah! nak candle light dinner..nak chocolate..nak teddy bear..nak white gold ring..nak hang out the whole day dgn mr bf!! ihik ihik! nak romantik romantik! bes nye!!!

hohohoho....

well let say..aku tak penah sambut..dan aku takkan sambut...sambut valentine adalah haram..sila baca artikel ini http://www.antara.co.id/print/?i=1171364311
jgn jadi jahil sgt lah kalau ckp tak tahu..tak tahu atau buat buat tak tahu?

i bet on 14th feb aku akan keje kt opis nk siapkan keje..=(...nampak gayenye becinta dgn keje lah...huhuhuh

oklah..let me tell u frankly...im not into romantic type..i dont hold hands with bf let alone hugging pegang pinggang watsoever..it was only on the early stage..biaselah..budak budak baru nak explore ape perasaan becinta..but then it came into my senses...its not worth it..maybe aku hati keras..tadek feeling? dunno...tp since da besar..i dont do that..i dont call my previous bf with names...B, Sayang, Abang...i refused to say it..i juz cudnt..kesian pakwe pakwe dulu..btol la kot hati keras..actually i juz wanna keep that names and all of those precious thing with my husband...my only husband to be..

ingt..bf anda bukan boleh disentuh sentuh..masih haram..tak manis dipandang..kasi berat bahu kiri jek..well aku sedar aku tak baek sgt..tapi ini pon peringatan untuk diri sndri jugak..sentuhan ringan ringan tu semestinya diulit nafsu..simpan lah untuk suami anda..pastu ko nak buat ape..BUATLAH!! MIAHAHAHA!

perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik..begitulah sebaliknya...renung renungkan dan selamat beramal

pi.es:valentine day ni ade cite devdas kt tv..tak sabor nk tgk cte industan..YESZZZAAAA

berkobar

2010-02-08T09:17:00.001-08:00

minggu nih memang minggu hectic aku...2projek aku nak kuar bulan nih...2 process skids n 1 heat exchanger..pecah kepala dah nih...pegi keje awal nak mati...balik plak malam buta...asek telan nasi bungkus jek..papepon aku rasa worth it...ni la name nye ilmu..tadi baru pas betekak ngn client...macam2 diorg mintak...seb bek ade boss yg bekap aku...maklom la aku kan dak baru..mane aku tau ngn code ASME..technical scope..tak fasih langsong...tapi ape aku mampu buat aku buat jek la...memang pening...tapi meeting tadi tibe2 berani plak aku argue balik ngn client tadi...bayang kan..dlm meeting tu aku sekor2 je pempuan...yg laen sume otai otai oil n gas yg umo macam 30++...mat saleh pon ade...memang kne buli ah...sbb da kurang tahan...aku pon bersuara la...ade ke patot projek nk kua minggu ni baru diorg nk review sume document..da beminggu2 aku swoh review..tak nak plak die review..swoh aku buat mende pelik2 plak...ayat aku senang je "sorry sir..i find its kinda impossible for me to settle everything within this week..besides u make this alarming request abruptly..the skids are going to be ship out this wednesday..i am a new person..this is my first time..i hope u understand my situation"....sekali client tu sengih kat aku daa...seb bek die paham...aku rase die memang saje nak torture aku...sebab aku perempuan kah? betekak tu betekak jugak...tapi lua bilik meeting tu sengih borak2 cm biasa...client client panggil aku perempuan agresif...AGRESIF?? aku rasa aku da abes pemalu dah..hik hik

seryes gender memang memaenkan peranan yg penting...sbb kite ni minoriti...macam diperkotak katik kan pon ade...kadang2 tu ade gak dorang buat lawak spastik..swoh aku jadi bini no 2 la..jadi gerfren dorang la..ajak tgk wayang..ajak makan makan...kalau kua makan for business sake tu aku boleh lagi..aku pon rase dorang tau aku ni jenis perempuan mcm mane..i take it as a challenge..kite org perempuan kene kuat luaran n dalaman.penah sekali ade org cakap ngn aku "watpe la awk nk jadi engineer..panjat sana panjat sini..peluh sana peluh sini..balik keje mlm..nnt da kawen anak2 pon tak tgk muke mak..kawen jek ngn mane2 dato'" aku sengih je la..ok aku admit memang agak susah nak keje nih...tapi sume keje pon susah kott...yg penting kalau nak jadi engineer private sector....diulangi...PRIVATE SECTOR OIL N GAS...sila tabah dan kuat kan mentaliti...kalau rasa tak kuat...dont even dare...persekitaran anda memang penuh habuk...bunyi bising...panas plak tuh...nak kene meet deadline..nk melayan kerenah client..n semua pekerja 99% adalah lelaki..jadi sila la menebalkan muka..lama lama mesti automatic jadi ganas...seb bek aku da sedia ganas...

aritu outstation pegi singgah pelabuhan tgk offshore skid..tgh nak tarik ngn kapal ape jadah name nye..buschh?..ape ek name die? tak ingat dah...pergh.......boleh bayang tak perasaan aku time tu...aku rasa cm nak nangis jek sbb first time dpt tgk depan mata...gila besar r...Megastructure gila babeng...aku kagum kt dewi shuwa sbb da dpt pg offshore...tu pon salah satu impian aku gak...aku tak kesah hitam ke ape ke...aku nk jejak kaki kt tgh2 laut tu..sekali seumo idop pon takpe...colleague laen da byk kali pg..tp sbb aku baru n perempuan...bos tak bagi pg lagi...wuuu! ntah ade can ke tak...aku pon tak tau...

aku da ade resolution terbaru

nak start study pasal corrosion engineering
nak start study pasal material engineering
nak start study code ASME!! (American Society of Mechanical Engineers)

so Mahfuzah Mansor..stop stop le beli majalah Eh..majalah Pengantin..(-_-)"...kalau korang ade buku psl corrosion enginnering or website bes2...sile kongsikan ngn aku..sgt sgt memerlukan bantuan...saya budak baru belajar..huhuhuhu

pi.es: iron lady mode

semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan hidup ku...amin..god bless=)

oh saya nak gigit nak babap nak cumu cumu kamu semua

2010-02-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

semenjak keje ni aku da tebiasa dgn environment bekerja yg dalam industri mostly semua nye umat bernama lelaki...senang nak berurusan..bukan nya ape..org perempuan ni leceh nya laen sikit...yg sombong pon ade..muke ketat pon ada..maklom lah...org baru..mana nak dilayan nya...

tapi kalau berborak of kos le dgn orang perempuan...port berboraknya tak laen tak bukan di surau time rest sejam..kalau da telajak borak tuh ade smpai sejam setengah..ditambah plak dgn ketiadaan Dato Sharif..lagi la syok mengumpat..dalam surau pon ngumpat weh..dasar org perempuan...yang single borak nye laen topik...yg dah kawen boraknye lagi lah laen....

org bujang punye borak:

dah ade bf?
bile nk kawen?
kalo dpt gaji shopping ape?
....................................DULL!!!!!!

ORG DAH KAWEN PUNYA BORAK: psssss...tidak sesuai dibaca oleh pembaca bawah 18taon...ada unsur-unsur lucah disini...

baby da brape kilo?
bila nak beranak lagi?
cmne ngn suami semalam?

erk! sumpah tercemar otak suci aku bila join kakak kakak yg dah berumah tangga nih beborak..yg bujang nih sume blurr...diorg cakap cmnih "alah awak kalau da kawen lagi maju..skang tak paham..malu malu...da kawen kang tadek malu malu nye"..blushing muke tu takyah cakap le...malu weh! hanya mampu tergelak..(-_-)"

tapi part yg paling best bila dorang ajak aku pegi taska tgk baby dorang..boleh imagine tak dlm satu taska tu ada 20 org babies yg comel comel...sume pon baek baek..tak meragam..teacher taska tu ckp baby baby tu baru pas makan...bila kenyang dorang pon diam...sumpah cute!!! ade yg tido telentang..ade yg tido mcm tgh sujud semayang...omomomomo!! yg tgh meniarap..tgh merangkak...dgn air liurnye jatoh...aiyaiyaiyai!! TESANGATLAH COMEL!!! rase cm tanak jadi engineer jek..nak bukak taska nk jage babies bole tak?? tak sempat nk picit nak babap babap sume baby kt situ...smpat maen ngn a few babies jek...wuwuw! smpai skang tekenang baby baby tu sumer..nnt aunt ijah datang maen ngn babies lagi eh?

pi.es : skarang baru paham org kawen pas balik keje mesti hilang lete pas tgk anak anak...HIDUP SANGAT BERMAKNA!~